No one wants to close to me, everyone is disgusted of me, scared of me,
Just because iam ugly
This is how my face has been since iam born
Its not my fault, not my mom's fault either
But, i want to be like everyone. i want to be normal, i want friends....
But, I have no one. My mom died when i was born. My father raised me,
He was the only person who wants me happy, who talks to me....
he told me, dont care about other people say, just be yourself. If anyone insult's you, dont forgive them
Punish them... punish them with your own hands, The one who wont Accept you, kill them... dont let them live anymore
At first i was scared of punishing them.... but, after studying in highschool,........
i was always curious about my furture., is there anyone in the world who can accept me expect Dad?
Will i have to punish everyone and live like this in my whole life?
Dad always say, Wait for your future. dont lose your hope, someday someone will come to your life and Accept the real you.
I dont know if he said that to confort me,.... but i dont have that hope, because i know no one can accept me. I know the real me, everyone wants the pretty things
but iam not a pretty thing, i can live punishing them
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