I'm a person who is born by learning values and loving people... I love myself for how I am... kind, childish, overdramatic.... more than anything.... a KID!!
I was the the most active person in my family
*sighs* one day I downloaded mangatoon! and exactly 1 month later, 24th December 2020 I met a person who I thought was my everything!!
he is kind, trustworthy, caring, lovable, awesome..... stop!
these were what I felt! aylt the start exactly when I met him! 1 month, 2 months have passed and that was when u came to know his true side.... his real self. okay now there is nothing like if get to know his real bad side... it doesn't mean I should stop loving him!! right?
even tho I knew his bad side I loved him for who he is... and what did I get in return?being cold, hurting me more.... I sometimes feel like slapping him hard! but what can I do? I love that certain someone!!
I started having trust issues thanks to him!
Here's another twist for my fuckall life! I took so long to trust and love someone... he loved me too.... maybe? I got this maybe feeling because of what he did to me!! mg certain someone told me that I'm a bad person and I hurt him a lot... that day I was mood out and told this guy... to not love me!! and stay far away from me because I hurt everyone and I'm a bad person... I told him goodbye and left this app for 2 days and when I returned?? he got a girl interesting right?
so... I chose him over everyone and everything... and this is what I get in return.... I have got a really awesome return gift... that no one else would ever get!! thanks to those 2 who have taught me a great lesson!!
there is no second chance for anything.!! and now I know that!! .... why should I trust someone when they keep breaking my trust?? should I trust someone.... so I can get hurt and feel suicidal? should I trust someone.... to make me feel worthless??
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