I am having a happy family.
but I am not happy
They loves me
but they have no idea what I am suffering.
A Long dark place where I am living.
it's like I know every but they don't know me.
I there's a long way.
And there's no stop.
walking on people's demand.
just like a puppet with sole.
day by day I am losing myself
life becomes burden,
I am looking forward to go up.
but falling down.
how hard I try but still I am falling down.
No one is there to catch me.
No one is here
with whom I can share, what I am suffering
just wanna go for a way form here
where I can scream, cry, laugh loudly.
no one will be there to stop me
to treat me badly
I don't have go accordingly.
But just to say
there no place like that and I have to suffer inside.
it's a fake face which always smile like luckiest of all
inside crying to get away from this all
wanna stop , how ?
don't know.
just suffer inside and show smile is only thing
people beside say's I have everything
I like to say I am having nothing.
