The fact that I was straight.
The fact that you were interested in me ,,,being same sex as me .
The fact that you made me believe in you.
The fact that you made me feel your emotion.
The fact that I started falling for you.
The fact that I started having imagination about us .
The fact that .,...I believed in myself,,I believed in my luck ,,
It all were worthless facts ...
Fucking so called facts .
Because the only fact is ,when I finally fall for you,,,, you weren't there to hold my hand .... You lost your passion...
.
tell me ,was I a thing ?? Was I a topic you were passionate about???
I don't know anymore jimin
but,,I
don't know..
It hurts ,,why was it so easy for you?
You said everything,, without looking at my eyes ,,it was clear that you already took that decision,,,
Now that you have done everything,what's there to be scared about!?
I was always a emotional dumb and I will always be..... But you broke my heart ...
Feelings were hard to find ...but I did found them and when I thaught it will all be ok,, we will be a team against this world ,,,, you lost them ,, you lost your feelings jimin......
tell me what do I do now?
what do I do with all those imaginations?
what should I do with the feelings?
I don't want to be like this.
why ,,I can't even ask you anything anymore.
jimin ,, you broke my heart...
and I will forget you..I will...
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a page of jungkook's heart after jimin said he wanted to be just friends with Jungkook,, even after they said they liked each other.
#btsff
#jikook
#bl
#sad
