A dream, a wish , a fantastic
I'm just like everyone who dream something dig,sometimes something impossible also but at the end I'm human who desire things which can be never mine or Maybe I don't try enough to have it.
This story is not a sad one or either happy one,this is just a story, A untold story.
Date:2016
To
My future self
To my future self, you will have a doubt why did I even write to my future self in past but why I'm writing now I don't even know, maybe because I don't have anyone to talk about this topic or I just don't trust people around me enough.
Today in school they again make fun of me at first I ignored it but how long can I ignored it ? When I heard what they say i don't even know what to do about it ! Because they said i was creepy because I never cry always keep smiling, is it wrong to always smiling? When they talk with me they say your smiling queen but behind my back they talk bad ,I don't hate them or I like them i just want to go fare away from here, can I do that one day ? Where i see less humans but. more nature and mountains ⛰️.
But even this happens i don't feel that alone because I can see him when night comes i see my self smiling so much having fun talking happily with him ,he is so sweet never getting angry or irritated with me am I fool ?because I like him just because he talk,caring about me what if I misunderstood his kindness for something else,