“So Nick till now he was the only guy in our friend group and he’s apparently so depressed that literally pretty much everyone how wants a life gets depressed too and he’s suicidal. But a thing that gives him joy what I sometimes actually understand is inflicting pain to himself and others, I don’t really have a problem with that cuz I do similar stuff like that too. Then we have or beautiful princess Orio she’s a lil’ crazy or insane in most people’s eyes but she just wants to be a princess I don’t see what’s wrong with that, so I’m totally on her side and just so you know she looks a little weak but she is actually very strong. And that is the intro for everyone her now it’s your turn!~”
I stood there trying to find something to write with, and then remembered I had my phone I took it out and the cast looked at me like they were judging me. Not the most settling feeling, but I wrote on it:
“Sorry if I come off as weird or anything like that, I can’t talk anymore and haven’t interacted with people much for my whole life except for game chat. So my communication skills are F or D tear, I was burned or at least partially, I’m on one eye blind, my ear is burned off, I have burns pretty much everywhere on the right side of my body they’re all really bad, I think it was third degree burns so they won’t heal fully, that happened when I set the science lab on fire cuz I played around with fire they told everyone to run but I was there watching the fire, curiously watching. I was found last because the fire came out of here and the teacher said I was on a toilet because everyone heard in the science lab what the teacher said. I was in the fire for very long and at that point even if I wanted to scream I couldn’t. Now you might think why did I not run, well the fire felt hypnotising I didn’t run cuz I didn’t want to. Was read to die like that in the best way in my opinion, die in the thing that brings me joy every time. And then when already half of my body had these burns they got he out of there I was transported to the hospital and was stuck there for some time. After I recovered a bit I was sent here at first they put me to some random people, but they soon realised that I would burn everything around me if I “wasn’t surrounded by people just as crazy to reason with me in their own way”. Don’t really get what they meant but that’s how u ended up here, yw.” They looked at me for a bit then looked understanding and took me as a friend, it felt nice like I was expected for the first time in my life feels like. We exchanged numbers so I could talk to them and made a group chat so I could talk to them all but they usually talked out loud so I didn’t have to read so much cuz Orio and Gigi talk a lot. As I was very visible when I wrote here. Nick and I like similar music, Gigi and I loved gossip and Orio and I where very good at playing our parts in her fantasy world. And because I was allowed to have technology devices around me at all times we sometimes watched movies all night long. They felt like actual friends and I’m here for it and the best thing of all they where actually interested in my fire experiments cuz most of them where to busy in class with other things, I’m not saying they’re dumb but they didn’t pay attention in classes they thought they wouldn’t need in the future a specially Orio. From time to time we talked about our experiences with school and from what I could gather Nick was the longest here he came here for 10 years and we are all 17 or 16 and Orio is the only one of us who’s 16 so yeah. Then came Orio she was here for 7 years and last of them Gigi she was here for 5 years and I just started. The thing is you are only supposed to be here a year so that they came back every year after they first came here is a “bad sign” I don’t doubt that but I don’t believe it either, I think it’s because of a lack of experience from most people they are not that different from most people if they have people around them that are willing to listen and understand maybe I’m being delolo but I’ve now spent a few months with them and they are awesome. Sure I get sometimes stabbed in left arm and sometimes Nick is just unnecessary emo and Orio annoying but makes it lively. Plus I’m sure all of them have both good and bad opinions on me and another. And the reason is probably I won’t burn this place to the ground is because I actually have people I don’t want to get mixed up in my shenanigans. So yeah I’ll probably come back here or if I meet them outside of here maybe we all change for “the better”.
Hi this is not James the main character here, no it’s the author. The main story is now done if anything is added it’s probably just because why not, but I’m actively not trying to develop the story unless you absolutely want me to. Thanks for reading this, I appreciate!~ ^^
