You know how it is when you have a sweet and caring parents, when everyone around you assumes your family is just perfect,yeah perfect and everything perfect have it ups and downs,you just have to win to stay perfect.My name is Ava and I'm sixteen and my family is way perfect,just name it ,mom is a doctor and dad is a businessman,and just as every perfect family has its ups and downs ours decided to strike early,it all began when mom got seriously ill,so she had to stop working for a while till she gets better that's what we all thought "better"but she never did in fact her sickness 🤢 got worse and dad's business went from grace to grass,he sold and lost everything and he chose to be a coward he ran,he fucking left his family,when we had to stay together as a family and fight this obstacles.After months of suffering,a doctor from where the hospital mom used to work heard of mom's situation and decided to help because,he said mom was one of the best doctors they ever had.He was able to make an appointment with a hospital that would take care of her for free with no charges which was great but there was a tiny problem,the help or the appointed hospital wasn't in our country but a different country which was Ghana,so we move from our country to Ghana.Ghana was a nice county thou,the people were nice and caring especially the people in the hospital both the doctors and patient always encouraging me that mom would be okay,and let's not talk of their food it was awesome and delicious,any word to describe how a food taste great,just name it, mom was getting better and I started high School in Ghana,the student too were cool to me and I got lots of friends but there was one problem Dylan,was cute, handsome,long eye lashes,pink lips,deep dimples,he was the definition of handsome but he lack attitude he was rude and never did he say nice things to me, always picking a fight on me.Months of being in Ghana was cool but the only uncool part was Dylan.and mom's treatment was ongoing but l think that Angels needed their Angel again,so they took mom,yeah she passed on which was a big blow to me.Mommy is no more,my cowardly father has abandon me,an orphan with no family,no love and no place to call home, whilst other kids get to enjoy and experience happiness all I got was to suffer,is the darkness in my life going to have a little dim of light and will the torture come to an end......
As if the universe is on my side this time I finally got adopted by a wealthy family, finally my life will be a little interesting, no more pain ,no more crying myself to sleep ,no more bizarre event ,finally happiness has find it way into my life even if I'm adopted I don't care,all I care is to is to have some body or some place to call family.And l was able to graduate from high school and even since mom pass , Dylan didn't bully me again and after graduation l never saw him again.Being adopted isn't a bad thing,my new family is loving and understanding but in my life the darkness never leaves it was a special day in my new family because my adopted mother had given birth to a baby girl and ever since I was adapted I never knew they had a son only 3 years older than me he leave the most of his life in New York that's what they said so after my adopted mom birth he came back and his come back who was the darkness that overcome my new found light and my outershock it was Dylan. Months of staying with him in the same house wasn't easy everyday I had a new name on his list from freak to weirdo from weirdo to doofus to Wacko and other names,I started to wonder if being a adopted was the right thing,never have he once smile to me, he is nothing but tyke, he is a schizophrenia that is what I always thought. So much changed and there is one word in the dictionary with different definition that people always crave to have and that is LOVE 💞💗.
Love,Love,Love.The word Love comes in a very unexpected way. It happens without even allowing yourself to remember how and why it happened just like a person with concussion,I never knew the person who debilitate me is the same person who would make me overcome my demons.someone as apathy as l am, also having feelings and I'm really astound.Dylan is no longer the one with schizophrenia but l am the one with Alzheimer's disease. My nemesis, my brother is now my everything he is the defibrillator who always gives me the electric shock in my heart, my nemesis is now the Love of my life who makes me a victim of dyslexia whenever I see him, Love really comes unexpected. After all the sweet love,all the beautiful memories, all the daydreaming ,all the secret touches so mom and dad won't see ,all the sneaking in and out,secret kissed, it's all ended in the same wrong path where all the glances,kisses came to an end. Do I really have to say goodbye, do you really have to leave without a word I knew all this was a game but why does it hurts more than dad abanding me, is like you took the pieces I try to so hard to fix with you leaving me with nothing ,why do I have to cry so hard till there's no tears coming.Loving was indeed a losing game which I lost totally and I'm now left with nothing but the same darkness I tried too hard to light up ,never will I trust anyone because it ends in the same way ,with me getting lost in the darknes.
