I had a crush on a guy who actually loved another girl. So i was crying when it was their farewell and he is 2-3 years older than me.I cried in front of god for that man and i usually use insta so i found his id and texted him and we both become a good friends but now he is studying in another school and there is a girl i think who like him and she genuinely texted him and they both talked and i didn't even know about it so my crush told about her to me after 6 days that there is a girl with whom i talk and all and i was actually heartbroken and i understood one thing,that girl have a crush on him i think and i told to him so he didn't took it serious and guess what he had already forgotten me after she cane to his life we both still talk but i think it is not that bonding now and sometimes i feel like naa that girl wants to break his and mine friendship i am not sure but it's my gut feelings. and i don't know why but i feel like he is loving the attention she gives to him and i think he knows that she like him if it is real naa then he is just playing a game with her also and i feel like i was nothing but his mere timepass, 🥀
I DON'T THINK I WILL LOVE ANYONE ELSE LIKE HIM I ACT LIKE I DON'T CARE BUT IT HURTS...VERY MUCH..I AM ACTUALLY EXPRESSING MY FEELINGS THROUGH THIS 🙂🙂
