Nightmare

(WARING)- if someone have childhood trauma pls skip this. This story contain childhood trauma, sexual harassment ,violence, affair. Etc. This story is based on a real life incident. And it can be bit disturbing:-

My whole life was a nightmare since the day I was born. I born with the uncurable disease. Because of this my parents used to fight a lot. Sometime it's even get physical. And i knew i can't have a normal life like others. But I decide that I will enjoy my life until I my last breath. But then the real nightmare start. It was all start when i was twelve. Everything was usual until One day call came from a unknown number came my mother answered .it was some scumbag I can tell by my mother tone she was furious. Because of whoever was on others side is misbehaving. My mother hangs up. But it's didn't end there for few days the call kept coming from unknown numbers. She even starts getting text messages. This continues for few weeks. Then everything suddenly stops. At first I was confused but relieved at the same time. Then I start to noticed that my mother time in her phone then usual. She giggles, smiles at the screen. At first I thought she was talking to one of our relatives. But i was wrong she was talking to some guy I don't even know. Now I know the truth but I choose to keep my mouth shut. Because I knew from the day I was born. I was just a Burden on her. Now if she is happy. Let her be. But the happiness didn't last long. After a year. On 31th march Thursday evening. On 5:45 PM my Father sitting on the sofa was watching TV. Beside him i was scrolling through phone. My mother was in the kitchen.

Doing some house chores. Suddenly my Father got up. He went to kitchen. At first I didn't pay much attention. Then a low jagged scream escape from my mother's throat. Before I couldn't even react my body start to move on its own I. Ran toward the door when I reached the door.I finally looked back and what I saw was terrifying. My mother was lying on the ground and there was a pool of blood on the floor. I ran outside Barefoot i went straight to downstairs to reach out for help. My body was trembling before I could even know i was at a store. Tear streaming for my eyes. I tell the shop keeper to call the landlord. To call the police. Instead of calling he mockingly say it's your everyday drama. But there was two guys who sees the emergency of the situation. They rushed with me to our apartment. when we reach there. I saw my Father wiping the blood from the floor. And mother, who is Laying on the sofa her hand on her head she was still bleeding. When my Father saw us, he panicked. He tried to hide things that nothing happened and it was nothing. In that moment our landlord arrives. He saw my mother cover in blood. Our landlord called the police in the. I help my mother get up from the sofa and at that moment the police arrive, they took my father. But they also demand us to go to the police station to file a report. When we arrive at the police station. They took my father and locked him in a cell. As far as I have to keep waiting for the ambulance. I sat there in a bench. My mother was lying in my lap breasting. Her head was throbbing. she kept telling me that her head hurts. I sat there helpless listening to her. And thinking that why this all happened. Why my father suddenly attack my mother. Then I realized it was not a sudden thing. it was pre planned 5 day before the incident. My Father kept hammer a under the sofa. my mother asked her few times that. Why are you keeping the hammer there? And my Father's simply said it's for the painting you want on the wall. my mother believed him. Now I knew it was all planned. As I waited there.I asked the police officer that can you give me my Father phone I want to make a call. I want my family to know what happened. But that officer his simply just walk away from me like I was invisible. I sat there for 3 hours waiting for help. Waiting in fear. What if the help wouldn't arrive at time? Then what happened to my mother?. And finally, when the ambulance arrived, they took me and my mother to a small hospital. When we arrive there, the doctor took my mother and do some check up. Then they told me that we don't have that advance machine to operate on her. That hammered attack was so brutal that your mother's ear is completely fall off . So they just. They refer us to another hospital, I arrive there at 11 PM.

And when I arrive there they didn't start emergency treatment at my mother. I went floors to floor from top to bottom. To do the medical checkup. That The doctor need before the surgery. I was thirteen all alone barefoot. And most. Importantly, I have no money with me. Nor a cellphone. Luckily a security help us she help us with the medical checkups. By the time I was done with the checkups. It was already 4 AM. I went to top floor.

Then some neurosurgeons took my mother and start the surgery. I sat outside the operation theatre. Completely still and silent i just said there for three whole hours. Then my mother came out. She can walk but she was weak so she needed my help to walk. The doctor told me that you need to do some checkups before you head out so again. I went floor to floor to do the check ups. By the time I was done he was already noon. The security lady who helped us give me some money.

I take that money because I have no choice if I wouldn't take that. I might never find a way to go home by myself so I take that money. Then I get some medicine then we went straight to the subway. I get 2 tickets, one me and one my mother. Then we get into train in that moment. The entire crowd was looking at us. They were looking at my mother. The dried blood in her dress the bandage is on her head. And me in a messy bun, barefoot wearing a shorts and a tank top. We are in a complete mess. They were staring at us like they have seen ghost. I was embarrassed the entire ride I kept my head down not looking up because I knew everyone. Eyes on us. After forty five minutes we finally arrive at home. When I finally opened the door the room was smelling like corpse. The smell of blood was suffocating me but still. I step inside and all I saw was blood stained around that room. They were everywhere on the wall on the kitchen counter on the floor there were just everywhere. Take my mother to the sofa the very sofa he was laying at yesterday. I get my mother a class of water than I said beside her. Few minutes later my my Father entered the room alongside with him. My uncle and my aunt they came in. Then my father start to play the victim card. He told everyone that he was drunk and my mother was with someone else. He was trying to hit that basted but accidentally he hit my mother. My Uncle didn't ask how my mother was. He started convincing me to forgive my Father and he was all my Mother's fault... I was exhausted.

I haven't slept all night and I was still processing. What was just happened? Is it reality or not?

My eyes burning because lack of sleep. In what I just heard. My mother's own brother is blaming my mother in telling me to forgive the person who planned whole murder, and what you are saying yes he was all accident. I finally snapped i scream at my Uncle. Tell him to shut up that. You don't know what I gone through. That you don't know how much humiliation and embarrassment I have to face just because of You’re brother in law. I tell him that. I go to a hospital we a barefoot without money floor to floor all night all alone and what you're telling me right now is it was just to accident. My uncle knew all the thing I was saying was fact he can't win. So he tried to calm me down. He tried to convince me that we know you did so much. We know if you weren't there my sister was dead by now I really appreciate what you did. I know you have suffered for a lot. But what can we do. In the end he silence me. After a whole year. My parents get divorced I start living with my mother. And when I thought everything end when I thought that my nightmare finally ends. But I didn't knew it was just the beginning. One evening her boyfriend came my mother shu me. So I have to spend that night at my friends place. But I didn't mind and I thought my mother suffered a lot because of me. She also deserves some happiness. Is she happy with that man? Then I have no problem having him around. And that was my biggest mistake. I don't know what's kind of spell. He Put on My Mother. But my mother start to listen to him only to him. And he start coming to have a home regularly. He tried to get along with me. But I can't trust anyone not anymore. But for my mother's sake I gave him a chance. He talked to me he seemed nice at first. But then he start showing his real colour. He start manipulating me that my friend whom I was friend with since I was 4 was not good for me. He start telling me that he can be my friend. I should share my secret with him n my secret is safe with him. From the inside I didn't like him but I endured it.

Then one day he he came to our house at night and he brings alcohol with him.

My mother and he enjoy. The meal and the alcohol. Then the bedtime came and everyone. Gose to bed. In the middle of night he came to my room. Not with the good intention. I was asleep, he came to me. He take a proper look at me. Then he slowly pulls my blanket at first at i thought he was me because i was in half sleep.So I didn't pay a much attention to it. Then again I feel something is touching my back. There are realise it was not me. It is something else. I turned slowly and it was him. His hand resting on my waist. He was hovering over me like I am his propriety when I try to pull myself away. His grip tighten. He tried to touch me improprietly. He was touching me in a place he shouldn't. I push him as hard as I can. Then I ran to my mother. I wake up and told her what just happened. And all she just said me was he was drunk. He went to a room by mistake. Is just a tiny mistake forget he weren't do next it time. Then the morning came, he came to me to apologise. But I can see it in his eyes that he was not here to apologise. But for something and I was right, he came to me. He gave me a fake apologise in front of my mother. And after my mother left he told me. Few Mother's love me more than she love you and she weren't listen.So stop wasting your time on this thing stop fighting for it. After your father I am your mother's only support. He told me what you want. I can give you anything you want money. I'll give you but from now on wouldn't tell your mother anything. I knew I can endure it any longer. So I decide to end it.one day once again, he again tried to.Touch me impropriety this time I couldn't tolerate I take a knife and place it on my throat I told my mother. If I am staying here he will not. And if he is staying here I will not stay here. Any longer you have to decided mother whom will you choose he or me. The answer was simple. My mother chose him. That action left me completely broken from the inside to out. I saw a Victorious smile on his face. A tiny smirk enough to burn me from the inside. I have endure enough i knew that now I have to end this for good. I did at the age of seventeen I ended for good the nightmare is now over so dose my life.