Hey yall its me cindy again this time am here to fucking rant abt my father who loves his brothers family more than us
Oh god fuck my life am gonna rant here yall i have had enough of this bullshit ahahaha 🥰 i cant fucking deal with him anymore yall
So what happened was my papa is buying some earpods feom some website for 3000 currency he previously bought a powerbank from that webiste for 400 smth
That fuck ass website was suggested by his big brother son who my father loves a lot more than uss🥰🤡 bro loves them more than us
Since my fuckin childhood ive seen/noticed that my father loves ocean brother(its his name in my language) and sky brother a lot he even loves that flute sister(again its my sis name in my language)(ik its fuckin weird but who cares their name is different in my language anyways💀)a lot my mum told me when they were getting married he was crying coz she that flute sister wasnt feeling well her health wasnt good💀🫠
Yall my father never in my life he has praised me bro just gives money to us i dont even think he loves me and my brother
He fucking celebrated his 50th birthday without us in the small town without me and my town in the small town it was his brothers fam both the brothers family and my little brother was with him and like yall after cutting the cake he didn't even feed it to my little brother first he fed it to that ocean brother than sky brother than that some child of an uncle than my little brother how ironic right ppl
My papa doesnt know much abt me he argues with me a lot doesn't talk to me 🙂 am 19 btw he doesn't treat my brother how he used to treat me when i was a child mind yall am the eldest daughter my father trusts his brother children more than us the audacity y'all when i was 8 year old i told my.mum to divorce him she said she can't bcz of us like idk why shes still with him i dont do housework coz i dont wanna be like my mum i dont wanna get married coz ive seen how marriage is from childhood even tho they dont argue much they dont talk that much there are good moments bad moments too
I dont understand my father yall idk why he doesn't love me why am i unloved
In previous year i got a 9.18cpa in 2nd sem i told him abt it he said yea congratulations nonchalantly and then he went towards my cousin sister 'p' and told her you're pics came out great bro didn't even praise me bro wasnt even happy abt it i didn't like it yall am i that unloveable
My papa says my voice is loud and then argues with me abt it he says women shouldn't talk loud should dress modestly when i wear some short clothes🫠 he says am lazy coz i dont do housework i should know how to do it or else i will be banished from my in laws house is being a wife means being a maid who should know how to do housework if thats what marriage is i dont want it i dont wish to get married to a man coz i dont wanna be a maid to someone else's house or some baby making machine i rather die i hate men coz of that(btw ppl i am crying while writing this)
He said i shouldn't talk loud or else ppl from non existent in laws house would hate me would say your parents didn't teach you anything i hate this yall i hate whatever tf it is i dont wanna get married 😭🫠 i rather be alone and die virgin 😂😭 am fed up with all the men in my life all the men are disappointment
My father critize me alot when am at home although i do score good marks bro doesn't give a fuck bro here just to give us money no emotional bond is there between me and my papa even my mum is fedup with him these days she doesn't even talk to him much how i wish i had a normal loving dad 🫠🙂 well in the next life i guess
Thats it peeps
