So it's me again alone in this house I remember I have a school trip tomorrow so I tell mom and she agreed,I pack my bags because its for 3 days . I'm very excited and happy
*School trip*
The bus is waiting for me, we got into our point for 4 hours like what??? Four hours??? We don't know why were here but the view is perfect some of my classmates beg me to take a picture of them in the view because if you can see it's breath taking. I sigh and take a deep breath.
It's night and I'm excited what were doing tomorrow I look in the stars and said*finally I'm free, but!! Why always Emily I'm also here but I'm like a wind they can feel but they can't see, I wish I'm the rain, the one they can hold, and they can see... Grandma I really really miss you and I know your always here guiding me* I sigh! And I go back to sleep..
It's fun in the trip we knew different types of bugs , leaf, flower, and medicine herbal that only can see in mountain it's fun hiking.
We finished the three days and tomorrow we're going home it's the day of my happy life this field trip...
When we are going home our bus suddenly stopped and crash into woods it's fine that everyone is safe and no one is hurt but we don't know where we are. We didn't know that there parents are finding them and media too I look at my phone and see that weve been reported as missing.
It's been 5 days it's only supposed to be three day but added two it's fine. One night helicopter arrived and save us.
I get back home and see other family I don't know them and I ask * umhh!! Excuse me do my family know you? Where are them? Who are you?? Many questions but the hardest is what they say there mother said *oh you must be Marie you are the child in the bus accident good thing you're safe but this is our home now they sell it 3days ago and they left to other country and this is your other things they left it here* I'm speechless as the woman gave my things to me.
*Do you know where county they live* I said before I leave and they shrug head so I just leave.
I live in the country side and I try to find a job and a boarding house to keep me safe and to educate myself. It's good I found two jobs morning in school, launch In cafe, and night in the hotel as a cleaner. Every week I got 1200 it's worth. I feed myself I educate myself and I help myself..
But it's really hard when I don't have someone with me just me always alone thinking why did they didn't find me or try to find me. Thinking that someday I'll be a successful girl without family.
I'm always alone reading my favorite books and my academic lesson. I barely didn't sleep because of homework and work but it's fine as long as I'm healthy and good , I always look up in the sky and talk to my grandma like Im talking with her all the time and praying if I could meet my parents again.
*2years later*
I'm almost graduating college even I don't have my parents but I still don't know where my parents is and why they leave and never come back to find me.
I'm skipping through my phone when I saw a familiar face it's my mother and my sister and father there happy and wealthy person. My heart broke as they seem happy without me as they laugh without me but! This is my chance the location is in America far from our home but I have saved many and right amount because I have built my own house and educate myself all my hardworking fade off . So I book a flight to America and find them .
The moment I saw them I run to them and I said *mom ,dad Emily I finally saw you* my mom said*who are you? Why are you here and don't speak like we know you and mom and dad? Seriously? Emily is our only daughter* I said*it's me Marie from the bus accident you leave me* I said while voice shaking ready to tear up and dad said*who are you we don't know any Marie now leave before we kick you out* my world shattered as dad and mom say that so I have no choice and leave.
All my efforts to flight here are nothing but waste of time I shouldn't go here I regret this decision so I just book to hotel and I decided to leave tomorrow when mom called and said*honey is it really true come back here* so I go there and they don't know I'm there yet and I hear the talking
Emily: mom why have to pretend you love sister
Mom: oh swettie your not graduating college now and because I hear that marie is a lawyer and a little rich now we could stole her money and leave her
Dad: that's all Emily that's all your still the one
I stand there speechless and said to myself*why did I even listen its just got worse then ever I hate this* I get out and show them myself crying and said*you all use me I'll never get back to you you never loved mea never gave me respect and love.* My mom become angry and said*we feed you and gave you roof* and I said*yes because your my parents it's your responsibility to take good care of me not use me now that I'm a lawyer you get back to me because your company is failing, hahah how unlucky your family are mom I mean miss Sanchez hahah I feed myself and gave me roof and educate myself when you leave me . I sacrifice everything for my future and you didn't do it because I do it* I leave and mom is angry and said* you want to leave then leave just don't crawl to us crying and regretting all your decision* I left without a single word.
I run back to the hotel and cry all night.. I said to the stars and shout* grandma why? Why? Why? Why I have to suffer like this why do you leave me why?? I hate them I have no one to cry on I have no one comforting me where are you?? 😭😭😭😭😭😭* Then a wind blows cold then a soft and warm wind like someone hugging me must be grandma so I close my eyes and feel it and said*thank you even your not here your always be the one * I cry all night and said*me regretting the discussion I made? No no no I didn't regret it I love it* I cry all night thinking them
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