Friendship... It's Complicated because everyday when I see you in the college hallway I will not say ‘hi' nor ‘how are you’ because I know you WILL ignore me_ Complicated because when I will see you in the cafeteria and just can't run to you to tell you how boring was my class and how I was waiting to spend my time with you because I know you won't stay there to listen to me_ it's complicated because I will no longer like your story first or drop a comment_ it's complicated because now I will pretend that I don't know your favourite colour or your favourite food or your favourite flower _it's complicated because now I will know longer wish you first on your birthday_it's complicated because now I won't stop you even if you did something wrong_ it's complicated because now I won't laugh with you even on the most funniest jokes ever _ it's complicated because we can no longer participate in any program together knowing that this time we won't help or support each other but will try to make other go down,
Now_everything is complicated because we do not have love in our eyes for other but what do we have ,what it is
- Anger, hate,
from where it came_ when we grow this much distance and hate for each other, since when did our eyes started to focus on our flaw and not in our effort , since when your eyes held empines for me
I know I hurt you're feeling but don't know how you hurt my feeling , how you always left me when I needed you the most , how you always misjudge me, how you always ignore my cold hands,shaky voice and tired eyes , and how you didn't notice the cuts on my hand, even when I told you
Why you didn't notice....??
Why you didn't care....??
Why??
Why???
But now I know why ...
Because I was emotional baggage for you, that you can give all your burden and go ahead _I was the one who care for your hair and your emotion and your everything but you never care ...
you never saw the helplessness in my eyes or in my voice
You never follow me you or stop me when I Suddenly left the class...
Now I cannot trust you any longer....
You were never there for me as I was there for you
Yes... friendship is complicated...
Because I don't want to hurt your feelings as you hurt mine .... But I also want to protect mine
So yes, I am selfish....
Yes I am selfish if I have to protect myself
And yes friendship is complicated because we never try to understand the other one .......
