It will soon be December.
And I'm stuck in the last year of October.
Feeling out of place in this place right now
Everything is changed for the worst somehow.
Before I knew it, I was on the point of giving up.
They say, โ๐๐ญ๐ญ ๐ช๐ง ๐ง๐ข๐ช๐ณ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ธ๐ข๐ณโ
But I don't want us to fight to war.
There's something that ain't right..
There's something different in the way you lookโ
What are you hiding?
What are you fighting?
'Cause I got the right to know.
It's gonna hurt, so choose your words
Who was misguided?
Who's to blame.
If love is just a wicked ๐๐บ๐๐พ
Then why do we play?
And it hurts seeing you tyna put me off..
I donโt wanna treat you like this every single night
Texting you โIโm sorryโ every morning its not right
Thatโs not me, iโm not me, lately...
I donโt wanna be the guy youโre parents warned you of
That's exactly what i feel like, feel like Iโve become.. That's not right..
When the night comes crawling, why am I holding on?
For something to change, tension to break when I know you're moving on
Why is it, you made me be the one to break it off..
But now I know why,
The problem was i thought I had the Right.
The problem was i thought you would never Lie.
My mistake for thinking I could stay in your light.
Now I see you with new people, new life.
Laughing with those who hold your light.
No, I don't blame you for my mistakes. Maybe if I was better I could have been that "Man", your ๐๐:๐๐ in those letters, turns out I'm not.
I've been waiting for so long, I've lost my patience, no strength to hold on. I will regret but I must confess, I'm willing to move on by myself. I know I made you cry, said things I didn't mean when I lost my mind, for that I apologise.
Hope you'll find someone to love you right, someone you can relay on. You'll find someone true, wishing you farewell and my last โgoodbyeโ.
โ03/10/2025.
