This story is based on something truly happened to me but I added some of my imagination to make it more wonderful to read
Asher - male
Krizelle - female
Nika - female
It was my first day of school, and I was late. When I arrived, I saw everyone standing outside the classroom. I knew most of my classmates since we were kids, so I stood beside them. That’s when I noticed a new girl — someone I didn’t know. I’m always shy around people I don’t know, so I ended up standing in front of her. Later, when we went inside the classroom, I still didn’t know her well, so I chose to sit far away and took a seat beside my friend instead.
Weeks passed, and my friend got to know the new girl. She was very smart, so our other classmates started noticing her too. I still didn’t talk to her at first because I was shy, but somehow — I don’t even know how — we became close. Before I realized it, she had become my first true best friend. From that moment on, we grew closer and closer every day.
She loved to draw anime, and because of her, I started learning how to draw too. In our class, there was a boy named Asher — a bit of a playboy. He liked calling girls “honey,” “babe,” or “love.” For some reason, he kept calling me “love,” and it always made me angry. Nika, my best friend, loved teasing me, so she would encourage him just to make me mad. Soon, our classmates started shipping us, but I was always annoyed by it. That’s why I would jokingly “ship” him with Nika instead. Even though he didn’t have feelings for either of us, he still called us “darling,” just like he always did.
Months passed, and finally, it was our graduation day. I felt sad that day because my best friend, Nika, was going to leave to study somewhere far away. The thought of not seeing her anymore made my heart ache.
After graduation, my best friend Nika texted me, confessing that she liked Asher. At first, I was shocked, but then I thought about Asher and realized… he really was handsome. That’s when I realized I liked him too. Ever since he used to call me “love,” it had made me feel special, even though I was too shy to admit it. I decided to step back and help Nika instead. I texted Asher, telling him that Nika liked him. But… he never replied.
After all these years, I don’t know why, but I keep dreaming about Asher being with me. I feel happy in those dreams, yet I know it could never happen. Then one day, I saw a picture of them together, happy, and I realized they were in a relationship. At first, I was shocked—especially since Asher never replied when I told him that Nika liked her. Still, I’m genuinely happy for them and wish them well.
At the same time, I feel a bit sad because my first best friend has started to ignore me, now that she has new best friends and a lover. Thankfully, one friend introduced me to BL (Boys’ Love) stories. Every time I read or watch them, my loneliness fades. That’s also how I started creating my own stories—to let out my feelings and make myself feel better.
THE END
MADE BY ME
