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ALL THE CHARACTER, EVENTS PLACES WERE NOT EXITS IN REALITY IT'S ALL BASE ON MY OWN IMAGINATION.......
(｡♡‿♡｡) PART : 1 (｡♡‿♡｡)
what would you think when you first listen about love. According to literature love is all about emotions. According to some people it's a feeling experience by those that are special.
But, for me it's not about emotions or something to do with being special. I think i do not belong to love.
It's not like I despise or hate the idea. It's just that i feel strange when thinking about having someone who cares for me, tell me that he loves me or the idea of holding someone's hand, hugging someone or feel jealous for him.
I can't.... I am the kind of people. Who never experience this kind of feelings ever. And honestly I'm not interested.
As Aliza wrote the last word in her diary and closed it. Put it into the drawer and walks towards the window of her room.
[ She's 20 years old university student. A normal girl like others. Her parents died in a car accident when she's 11. After their death it was her uncle & aunt who took her in. They are not the typical kind of people doing all the wrong things or have a bad behavior towards her. But even if they don't mistreat her they also didn't pay attention to her.
It's just like she exits in their space. Even if she got good grades or have any kind of achievement that didn't matter to them. They just simply ignore her yey sometimes care for her.... It's complicated either way to explain about their behavior towards her.
She's currently studying in the " UOK "( university of karachi )
SHE got an schoolarship in the University.....]
Aliza quietly looking outside the window. It's rare in karachi to have rain. It's june & july season means moonsoon season. It's been two days since the rain starts. Sometimes it becomes heavy, sometimes lighter, sometimes it also stops.
She took a deep breath the smell of wet rainny soil collided with her nose....
Unfortunately people says
Rain bought back all kind of hurtful memories..... Might be true tho...
Because now, the flash back of 3 years ago start coming one by one like a thunder lightning in her brain....
::::PAST :::::
" Khadija khala( means aunt ) how could you make a decision to marry someone ??? " ( 17 year old Alizey 's curious voice rang into living room )
" Because, that person is the right one " ( khadija begum replied with a gentle voice & smile )
" & How could you be so sure that the person we choose is the right one ? " ( Another question throw at Khadija begum. She laugh & gently shook her head )
Khadija begum known her niece habit of questioning all the things. She's a curious soul. Love to hear answers of her silly questionz.
" Our heart told us. When we love someone we decided to marry them. Because love brings us the person who's right for us " ( she replied again & pat her head gently )
" That's not true ( the disappointment in her voice is clear ) that's abstract. Then why did peope marry those they don't even know.... ??? "
" Because.......... " ( This time khadija begum pause. Start thinking about the answer )
" Why did those who marry each other out of love decided to get Divorce. & Why did those who doesn't even know each other marry.... & Even stays happy " ( the question after question makes khadija begum frown slightly )
" You talk too much. Go to your room & try your dress for hamza's Nikkah tomorrow " ( she immediately gives her task so she stops her train of questions)
" Okey "( without a single objection she walks out )
But, in her mind she knows the answer very well....
" We can't always relay on love. "
* NEXT DAY
NIKKAH TIME *
" CALL THE bride ?? " ( The voice of Moona begum ( Alizey's aunt ) rang into the house )
The event is simple. Arrange in the house.... Only few people are invited. Today they only perform Nikkah ceremony( it's actually means the Islamic marriage contract (Nikah) is completed, making the couple legally husband and wife in God's eyes, but the traditional cultural ceremony (Rukhsati/Walima) where the bride moves to the groom's home is delayed.Islamically, the marriage is valid., but culturally it's seen as a waiting period before the full union.)
the house is decorated with roses and white lilies. The theme is also white & red.
" Didn't Maryam came back from parlor yet ?? " ( The voice of Alizey's phopho rang into the ears )
" Not yet " ( alizey replied respectfully and walks out to get her work done )
" Okey fine let's wait " ( Alizey's phopho suggested and turn to attend guests )
Obviously her only daughter is about to get married with Khadija begum's eldest son " HAMZA KHAN " she is on cloud nine. Hamza belong to a rich family,Is 21 years old. Currently start working in his father's company.
He & maryam met many times when he bought his mother here to meet alizey. She's Alizey's mother's best friend. So basically she thinks of Alizey as her own niece....
After the death of her bestfriend khadija begum start coming here often. When love bloom between maryam & hamza. She decided to get their Nikkah done then after maryam complete her studies they can do Rukhsati....
* BACK IN TIME *
AFTER AN HOUR PASs...
" Did anyone calls her. Where is maryam?? Why didn't she came back ??? "( The worried sound of Alizey's phopho rang into the room )
" I tried many times Phopho but no one anaswer it. Khadija aunt says she sent her driver he might came back in a while " ( Ali's replied to her in a soothing voice )
Before anyone could say anything the driver entered into the hall and everyone's eyes locked on him...
" Did you bought her ?? " ( Khadija begum ask patiently)
" She's not in the parlor. The owner said they have a booking. But, no one arrived there. Miss maryam didn't go parlor " ( the driver replied and repeat the words of parlor's owner )
Alizey's phopho start panicking, everyone's feeling strange. The guest start gossiping. Suddenly the joyful mood turns into depress one.
" What's now ??? " ( That's the only question everyone have in their mind)
*. IN THE ALIZEY'S ROOM *
" Please alizey. Even if you want me to beg you, Went on my knees then i will. But,Marry my son please child " ( Khadija begum's begging voice rang into the room )
Ali is quietly standing looking at her with Unreadable eyes.....
" Why would i ?? You know me khala. I'm not intrested in marriage. I don't want to spend life in a loveless marriage like you, Nor did i want to have children.then why me. Not others. " ( Her voice held anger & frustration )
" Please. Do this for our honor... To save our faces Infront of people. In return whatever you want from me. I will give you " ( the tears start falling from Khadija begum's eyes)
" Fine, after i sign the marriage papers. You & your family never ever contact with me. You stay away as far as possible from me.never came for rukhsati or force me to give birth to your son's child..... " ( Her voice is demanded yet cold)
Khadija begum looks at her with teary eyes.....
* AFTER NIKKAH *
Before leaving as promised to Aliezy . One last time khadija begum entered in her room where Alizey standing Infront of the window...
" I'm leaving as i promise but, remember my words Aliezy. The relationship you have with my son holds that much power that one day you will love him, accept him & be a mother of his children too..... If it's love written in your fate then you can't run away always. " ( Her words holds the kind of believe that aliezy shiver & feel goosebumps in fear. But didn't turn to looks at her )
In the end, she left. Never to come back ever again....maybe for now.....
* PRESENT TIME *
she's still standing in the window.... Remember her words clearly yet the feeling of fear no longer their. Because her believe in her own self that she will never love......that she will never surrender against her fate.... Never evet.....
Or maybe her fear..... only times knows best.....
After a while, she walks towards her bed، turn off the lights & lay down...
Tomorrow she have early morning classes anyway....
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