I was shattered , broken, mentally and physically drained , in the depths of solitude.
I existed not knowing , what was real to fake, you see i knew there was God , that sent his olny son to die for me, but there was the voices in my head trying to pull me deep in the depths of solitude, it was like a plague that God sent on Egypt, hmmmmm you see, no. Matter how much i tried to reach for Jesus to cry, that plague, will hold me back.
In my mind i was a slave to fear. In a realm of pain, hatred, anger , bitterness,oh how i yearned for a touch from, God to heal me spiritually and awaken that bold lioness in me, the child of God i know i am, i cried myself to sleep at nights nobody knows how much that hurts, no one to talk too, i still existed in the depths of solitude.. Yearning for a touch from the Great I Am,
And then one night i broke the silence and cried my heart to God i surrendered all to him, i felt a burning fire on the inside of me, one i couldn't contain. That was the moment God awoke me from my slumber and freed me from the depths of solitude..
i am a testimony, a work in progress going through the refiners fire waiting to for the purification process , i sought the Lord and he heard. Me, he healed me mentally and physically, he is changing me for his honor and glory.
For he is the powerful and majestic Great I Am. He is my Jehovah jireh, my Adoni, my Elohim, he is my heavenly father. Without him nothing is possible. I know longer exist in the depths of solitude. I stand bold strong and , courageous, the voices in my head cease to exist no more, i know my worth. Because i serve a God of miracles , signs , and wonders. A God who has never forsaken me in the depths of solitude. Because his grace kept me.. he changed my, heart, my mind and awoken that bold strong Lionness in me. Remember whatever situation you're going through just call upon that majestic name Jesus and he will set you free .
Written by:Kimberly Marchan.
