Emotions...
Yeah, those emotions whom people blamed for being weak and sometimes for being their weakness..
But never thought I would be needy for someone—
Begging them to look at me with eyes filled with the same weak emotions..
And somehow my heart still shrinks a bit
Imagining you looking with the same eyes at others.
But am I really the one to get the blame?
Where I just tried to hold on
Instead of letting you go.. and instead of moving on .
Maybe I wished to display my dreamy world,
A perfect illusion surrounded by the loved ones..
While still wishing to find a glimpse of me, holding my emotions
In your eyes just to find hatred and finally decided to move on—
While holding our memories,
Where love's melody plays, forever yours and mine.
And maybe, everything will remain as maybe..
cherishing you from far with a hope to see my reflection in your eyes—
Only if I was a bit more greedy to not let you go ,
Only if you stayed a bit more me.
•~Ipsita