I wonder why we even write here? 
I mean, like... Now that I look back at my past works, I find it hilarious. 
It's funny. 
I guess, I did improve a lot. 
Another reason to keep on moving. 
We struggle a lot sometimes, but I just recalled a sentence spoken by some wise person: when we're struggling and having a bad day, we're feeling down... Someday in the future, we'll have a solution to those past feelings. 
An answer to why you felt that way back then, but you managed to surpass that moment and you're happy now. 
Life is full of ups and downs, and honestly, that's what makes it more lively. 
We feel every emotion, express our feelings and move on, love... To be loved. 
Let's not give up yet. 
This is for my future self, thank you for still being alive... I know, it's still difficult for me to appreciate myself, because I've always been my own worst critic. 
But at least I'm not degrading myself now. And I hope not to do so in the future. 
Sometimes I thank my surroundings... My imagination and the people I admire give me inspiration. 
I'm so grateful for knowing Enhypen, their songs keep me alive. It helps escape reality sometimes and slaps me hard to face reality sometimes. 
But I know... To keep on moving even so. 
So, please don't give up. 
Peace.