Pov of unknown
I fall for a person, I should. When I was 15 and get to know the meaning of boyfriend and girlfriend, meaning of dating and meaning of falling for someone , I realized I fall for him, someone I shouldn't.
When I was 7 me and my family was close to his family, we usually meet each other But!!! My family have to move on, and distance grew, but with distance, my feelings for him also grew. I miss him, cried for him, but slowly it's fade away. When I was 12 we meet again, when we start talking I almost forget that we were apart for years.
One day, my friend surprise me that she is dating a guy. A new word "dating " I first time hear it, my friend explain it me, and a unknown feeling grew inside me, to made "Him " Mine.
But, as I mention, I can't fall for him because he never born to be mine, I got to know the bitter reality, and that slaps me too hard that I never dare to tell my feelings to him.
I even feel shameful to think I have feelings for him.
But I can't control my stupid heart, I still think about our small conversation multiple times, I even blush if he pass simple compliment, but now it's feel burden. I can't carry this feelings any longer, cause it's hurting me now and I am scared I will hurt him too.
