The darkness echoing inside my head. Different voices I heard. It was chaotic, utterly devastating. In that midst of void, light flow throughout the gap. It strike me with its sparks, reminding me of a distant past.
I used to stretch my lips into a smile.
I used to make a sound to express my delight.
I used to exchange words to others as if its engraved in my bones.
I used to not be frightened by just simple things.
I used to fight with my knowledge to give a point.
I used to be the one who gives light to others.
I used to. I used to be.
But now. Smile turned into blank. Sound became silent. Words became my pain. I got frightened by anything. I fight not anyone but myself. My light turns into darkness.
When did it happen? When did I lost my way? When did I lost my sparks?
When did I realize that I used to be that?
