I wanna scream so loudly that it can reach the ears of those who have hurted me to the point my soul shattered into the tiny pieces that is can't be mended anymore..... ... My throat hurt for holding cry and screams it's really hurt it want me to cry till I can't shed anymore............... But I can't even cry because they are awake... I can only suppress my desires to let everything out of my soul my body....... But I can't because they are awake....... But I really wanna cry till I can't shed anymore.... I wanna scream till I can't speak anymore........ I wanna sleep like .. I can't be awake anymore.....