??: "How unpleasant to be called stupid, He is everything but stupid and you know that, don't you, Y/N??"
NO........
FUCK NO.......
PLEASE.....
I hear the familiar voice clear in my mind and turn around in a shock and flinch.
The sight of his beautiful face sends shivers through my body. I stare at the dream like figure as my body stops moving. I gasp for air and slowly lift up my hand, reaching out to his face.
I feel the touch of his soft skin on my fingertips. A tear rolls down my cheek and I slowly drop my hand. I can feel him... TOUCH HIM.
My body starts to tremble in pain as I look at his strong appearance, his devilish eyes looking right into mine.
IS HE A DREAM?? IS HE REALLY HERE?? IS IT MY TAEHYUNG??
Y/N: "Taehyung..?"
My voice breaks as I call out his name.
His lips curled into a wicked smile, his eyes still looking right into mine.
TAEHYUNG: "Since when did u become so talkative?? You seem to have changed a lot"
I couldn't comprehend what was happening. I was seeing the beautiful monster who I've tried to forget these past two years. And now... out of nowhere... he appeared in front of me??
I stare at him with the intense flash of panic and pain through my whole body. My heartbeat was louder than the music.
I FELT... CONFUSED AND TRAPPED.
I FELT ANGER..........LOVE.
I FELT BURNED...........HEALED.
I FELT EVERYTHING ALL AT ONCE.
Y/N: "What..."
I struggle to speak out.
His hand moves closer to mine, about to touch it. I flinch terribly and move myself away in panic.
Y/N: "No! Don't touch me!"
I scream out instantly. Tears started to cover my sight. I shut my eyes and opened it again. But he was still there?? Why... why is he here?!
He chuckled.
TAEHYUNG: "I thought you'd miss me, Y/N?? Why are you pushing away from me, huh??"
MISS HIM...?? GOD, I MISSED HIM SO DAMN MUCH.
NO, I NEED TO WALK AWAY RIGHT NOW. I NEED TO GET A GRIP OF MYSELF AND REMIND MYSELF WHAT KIND OF A MONSTER HE IS...
I couldn't walk away, instead I looked at him accusingly and felt angry with myself for the shiver of happiness I felt for seeing him, despite everything.
Y/N: "Please stay away from me. I don't want anything to do with you anymore... ever..."
I said as I tried to hide the panic and weakness in my voice.
The intensity in his eyes was killing me, destroying me, torturing me. It made me want to crumble down in weakness and be held by him.
He blew out his smoke and made an evil sadistic laugh. He changed nothing.
TAEHYUNG: "I'm not here to kill you or take you back. Us meeting again is purely a coincidence.....or maybe fate??"
I stare at him in disbelieve, I can feel my body still trembling badly. My mind is going insane.
Y/N: "Fate...?? I can barely believe that a heartless monster like you believes in something like fate."
The words just rolled out of my tongue. Nothing he did was ever a coincidence. He always made sure he was in control of everything.
SO WHY IS HE HERE...??
He raised an eyebrow.
TAEHYUNG: "I see, you're not that stupid. You know I'm here for a reason, you impress me, Y/N"
That voice... god, I forgot how EVIL it sounded.
Y/N: "What... what do you want??"
I felt a seizure of fear.
FEAR OF GIVING IN.
The longer I stared at him, the more I felt my longing towards him. That insane painful longing that I buried away the past year.
He slowly lifted his hand and touched the side of my face... my breathing got louder... he let his hand slightly slide over my skin. I shut my eyes as I couldn't resist it again. His face came closer...
TAEHYUNG: "I know you still love me"
He whispered softly near my ear. His finger sliding over my lips, making me gasp for air.
NO... HE CAN'T DO THIS TO ME... I HATE HIM...
I slowly opened my mouth as he entered his finger in it, making me a crazy breathing mess. I tasted his finger and couldn't stop myself from wanting him so damn badly. I'd fûcking kill for him. I'd do anything for him.
Y/N: "I... I've been waiting for you... every day..."
I moan out through my weakness.
He pulls me in closer to him, his hand on my waist. I've dreamt about this almost every night...
He pulls out his finger and I look at his face, which is centimeters away from mine...
TAEHYUNG: "I'm going to kiss you and then leave you again. You'll break down to zero again and all your hard work to heal from me will be wasted"
HE'S JUST HERE TO RUIN ME...
Y/N: "Why... why are you doing this Taehyung??"
TAEHYUNG: "I hate to see you do well without me. Every time you'll become happy, I'll come and ruin you again. I just love to see you suffer, Y/N"
Why does these words feel painfully good... I would love being ruined by him. I almost forgot how beautifully insane he made me feel.
Y/N: "I... I want you to come ruin me everyday..."
He tightened his grip on my face and pushed his lips on mine, attacking my lips violently as he kissed me. A dispassionate possessive kiss, which fûcked me up in the worst way possible.
It made me lose all my senses, pushing me to the darkest corner of love. I lost all my will to fight. I let him take me. I was still his, I've always been and always will be.
I wanted more than a kiss, but he was too smart to give me more. He knew exactly when to stop. To make me crave for him and then leave me when I'm at my weakest.
I felt his tongue swirl with mine, my body pressed in his grip. It's ruining me so badly, his kiss made me wanna do the worst things... he grabbed my face and pulled away.
His evil eyes looked at me as he wiped his lips. At that moment I felt the sudden realisation of what he did... of what just happened...
NO!!!!!!!!!!!... WHY DID I LET THIS HAPPEN...??
I take a step way from him as I loosen myself from his grip. I can't believe I let him get to me so easily...
Despite everything I did the past two years to get over him, to let go of him, it all was for nothing... I should get away.
My heart was burning in pain as I slowly walked away from him... I turned around and rushed myself away through the crowd. I ran to the exit and left the building in tears.
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I drag my body outside and lean against the wall, gasping for air. My head started to spin and I couldn't balance myself. I feel going insane...
I tried breathing as I felt burning pain in my chest. His face, his voice, his touch, my mind was full of it... please... just get out of my mind!
I tried to hold myself strong, but it was hard... knowing he was there, close to me, I just wanted to run back to him. I wanted to lie beneath him, to offer him a knife and my heart and say "Take it, it was always yours..."
But I can't! I need to get him out of my mind! Out of my heart... All my therapy, recovering, and the years which beat me and made me stronger were lost to me now.
I suddenly heard a loud gunshot and flinched.
TAEHYUNG: "You know, Y/N, I really don't like your new behaviour. You should never run away from me like this. It kinda hurts my ego"
I heard Taehyung's voice speak out to me from the distance... he's behind the wall... his footsteps slowly coming closer... I press myself hard against the wall as I hold my breath.
IT'S JUST A GAME TO HIM...
He's just here to play with my emotions, to torture me mentally, because that's what makes him feel powerful. He knows how much I fûcking need him!
Y/N: "Please leave me alone... just stay away! You had let me go that day... so why are you here now! What do you want from me!"
I scream as his footsteps are reaching closer.
He appeared in front of me and stopped walking. His dark gaze was staring at me from the distance. My heart raced faster as I couldn't think straight anymore. What is he planning on doing...
TAEHYUNG: "Don't you get it?? I didn't let you go to set you free, I did it to make you suffer. But it seems like you're actually enjoying yourself and I can't let that happen"
My body started trembling as he walked closer...
TAEHYUNG: "There is no need for that. Did you forget how five minutes ago, you were all over me??"
Then he whispered in my ear, his lips lightly brushing my ears giving me painfully delicious shivers, "You're still in love with me and always will be."
TRUE......THAT'S ONE OF MY BEST MISTAKES I'VE EVER DONE.....
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