As i was lost in my thoughts I heard a knock on my door " there is my food" as usual he keeps it in the same place .
Now I think of it, he is quite obedient.
"Today's food is quite tasty . There is rice , eggs , chicken leg piece" this is all I could want staying in a place so far away .
But he never complains not once ..I even kept a box outside that if he had any problems or complains he could write and put it there. But he never did ..."Is it bcz he never had any problems??" It feels quite impossible though
Staying here in a middle of nowhere , with no connection to the outside world and no whatsoever connection between me and him. As usually when two people are alone they tend to rely on each other , but we don't. Let's just say I don't...cause I don't want to.
My past don't let me trust people and get along with them . Be it my relatives or friends. What they did to me was far worse than what an enemy would do . :Double faced people are far more dangerous: I'm kinda starting to understand it more.
The night is dark with few starts twinkling. The breeze is calm as it could be . It looks like just a mirage for what people would kill for ...after some years from now. They would crave for peace but won't get it . Nowadays it's all about competition and standards. No one think about humans , humanity and it's feeling. It's just sex and one night stands ...after that they just jump to another like it was Nothing.
I feel this is more sad ...than any disease that kill human beings slowly.
"Mmmhh so tired " let's sleep...there is a thought in the back of my mind but I don't think it's gonna happen ....tomorrow will be just as a regular day as the others. I should just let it go , I shouldn't keep expectations of things that are not going to happen in my life. This is real life , not a game or story that all good things will happen as if I'm the female lead.
