But their ignorance turned me off
I liked them because despite being annoying, I wanted to understand them
So when I did, I found out they were into poetry
So I tried it out myself
It was fun and I would send them my work because they let me read theirs
It was a fantastic time
And they were the type to tease so there was a spark between us for a moment
But I confronted them not to get their hopes up because I wasn’t interested in dating anyone
I was one broken dude
Also they were the type to leave all the topic to you
So I’m always the one carrying the convo which truthfully offed me
They were a good person but both of us weren’t perfect
We sometimes still interacted and teased each other
But I later found out from our friend that they were talking with someone
So I totally closed all my remaining thoughts of them
And it was really rare for us to interact
But when we do they tease me and I would fireback
Then it’s done
The meaning behind all that slowly faded overtime
Oh forgot to mention, before that happened
I actually confessed to them because I knew they also did
I just wanted to get all that ambiguous fog out
As a result, they confessed they fell for me and might even love me
Now love is a big word and it was a bomb
I felt bad
I know I wasn’t ready yet, so I told them that I didn’t like them the way they liked me
I might be a jeark but I hate an ambiguous relationship
I wanted to clarify everything and just be done with it
I didn’t wanna be friends while being on the line
It was uncomfortable
So, I’m surprised they caught up to me after we graduated
And said congratulations and they even said they hope I won’t forget about them
We might meet again in another time they said
And I think not but this world is crazy so I’ll agree to disagree
Personally though, I think they will work out with a type of person unlike me.
We had a mismatched dynamic even I noticed
I wasn’t into acting like we were friends and then strangers the next