The crush whom I am admiring from half a year. I don't know why but when I see him for the first time I find him cute. He is kind of person that I want in my life. He is kind, handsome, caring, cool and so much attractive. He is like a magnet to me cause I am getting attracted to him more day by day. I am always thinking about him (day & night). I can't even sleep at night cause he is always in my mind. Having a secret crush is a beautiful memory but sometimes it hurts too that I can't expect anything from him he won't reciprocate my feelings 💔. He is like a star in the sky which we can't reach , can only admire from afar. Actually he is my coaching teacher where I go for computer class (yes I have a crush on my teacher or maybe more than crush)🤷🏻♀️. It's more than half year I have a crush on him. I don't want to be attracted to him and have any feelings for him but my heart it's not in my control, it's falling for him more day by day. Nowadays I'm just trying to ignore him as much as I can cause I don't wanna face him and don't wanna have any kind of interactions with him so in this way my heart won't melt for him. But it's of no use whenever I hear or see him my heart just melts like sugar in tea,I can't control it. Sometimes I just wish him and hurriedly go to my seat before he talk about anything cause what if I froze there and zone out when he talk to me and what if I look in his eyes and just melt more, so I can't take any risks🙅🏻♀️. Few days ago I was signing in attendance register than he came there and said something don't know what, that time I wanna see him so badly but I didn't see but when he went from there Then I was looking at him but didn't see clearly. After that I went and was smiling in between all the way to my rented room. I can't stop thinking about him even if I didn't see him his voice is enough to control my heart. I am falling for him more day by day. Even if I want to tell him so badly about how I feel about him but I don't have that much courage to tell him about my feelings.... . So he will always be a Secret Crush of mine.
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