The moonlight was casting in her room curtain, though it share some of it light to her room, it was still dark for her. She was laying in her bed, giving embrace to a pillow which was the last one she have.
It was midnight and as always she was still awake. Her eyes were closed but her mind was not in rest. At night, minds have the most beautiful works to do and that is to built a new emotions, a new character, a new world, a new dynasty... unknown to others. Imagination.
The room was darkest but somewhere in her heart, it was comfort for her. She was in her world, a new creation, some characters were same but they were not.
She was as always in her college, walking in the corridor. She was the centre of attention, every eyes were on her, a angel for them. She walked into her class and soon covered my some girls who were as always prasing her. She went to her seat, slightly bothered by them.
Just than her phone rang with a beep, she flinch and was finding her phone but didn't got. Just when her eyes opened, she took atleast 5 seconds to realise that the scene was dream not the beep sound.
~beep~ ~beep~
She sits up and search her phone, and finnally she got, under the pillow. She looked at the phone for a moment with a pause expression. It was her bestfriend - used to be. She was suprise with a question, why?
She picked up the call and waited for that person to say first but all she can hear was sound of vehicles passing by and a slow breathing. With a long pause, she questioned,"Disha?"
No response.
What should she do now? Cut the call? She cut the call, with the thought that she have called her by mistakely. But after sometimes, she didn't feel good but also hesitate to call her. She call her, after fighting with her thoughts.
~ring~ ~ring~
No response.
She tried to call her many times but no response. After some tries, she give up and kept the phone aside. She gave up but not fully, she was still not feeling good. As if something is wrong, but this time she pushed the thoughts aside and try to sleep. After some tries, she finally fall asleep.
Next morning, she woke up and got ready for her college. Her mind was still stock in that last night call. She with exhaust expression, went to college.
When she was walking in the corridor, it felt quite different as if everyone was shocked or exhausted. It wasn't a normal, she knew.
Just than her eyes went to her some friends, she walked to them only to find that they were consoling Riya, neighbour of Disha.
She with a low voice, she asked,"What happened,guys?" Everyone looked at her, they were looking at her with slightly suprise when one of them spoke,"You don't know?"
She first looked at Riya than again at her and shakes head slightly. Isha with a low voice,"Disha...She..."
Somewhere in her heart, she knew what was going to come but still the other part, tired to be positive.
"She sucided." Isha said with low voice and slightly hurt.
It was just two words and her world collapsed. She stumbled back with a shock, Isha took a step forward to hold her but she balanced herself not mentally. She runs away from everyone, she didn't know where she was going. She just want to go away from everyone. And her legs took her to the terrace, she stop.
Her knees weakened and with a heavy heart she fall on her knees. From inside, she was just blaming herself. Disha was asking for help but she just ignored thinking her silent a mistake?! What if everyone came to know about it? They will blame her?
Everyone was roaming around her eyes just saying one thing - Its your fault! But she tried to call her again and again. She could not have ignored the unanswered call than maybe...just maybe, she could be here.
With a shaking and trembling body and voice, she apologized,"I am sorry...Disha." And with that she finally break down into tears and screams.
