Worst feeling is of being left out , feeling useless, don't know what to do in life just want to die .
As a girl feeling left out from your own friends is worse than having no friends
I have many friends but I still feel there's no one who could listen to my sorrow.Family word is there in my life but I can't bring myself to talk to them even in my dreams,I feel useless literally with everyone.
Friends is just a word but everyone is not lucky to have it's true meaning,my friends did make me feel like I am worth for nothing I felt embarrassed everytime but can't do anything about it.. family has people who understands you but I want to talk to them but can't due to fear of being annoying, talkative.
My favourite person even thinks I am annoying, that's the worst feeling you feel after all of this is happening in your life.
I just can't bring myself anymore to justify myself, express my feelings.
"Friends" word doesn't mean anything for me anymore I have lost all hopes ,I can't tell my feelings to anybody in my life and that's what hurts me the most,
I just want to leave everything and just focus on myself but I could bring the courage to do it .
I had written this paragraph to vent all my sorrow in words but even these words couldn't completely define my feelings at the moment.
