How much pain,i don't have the courage to ask you
How much fear,you let go too easily
How ridiculous,only you're left,unable to forget you
The ridiculous thing is that i can't be as arbitrary as you
I'm crazy,but you never cared
The conversation between the two of us is now just me talking alone
The warmth that once existed has long been covered by cold
You make me feel like a scoundrel
Your promises never go away,every min is reminding me
Your lies don't even have limits,in my mind they constantly repeat and revolve
Is your reason too sketchy?
Is it that i don't understand,or is it that you never noticed?
Is it that i don't understand,or are you too careless?
At the same time,you can still smile while lying
You hollowed out everything of me
I give you back your freedom
Tearing open my wounds,your pulse me
How can i forget,this obsession has broken me long ago
Your cold tone is like a pouring rain,extinguishing my gentleness and then pretending it was nothing
You waved my hand away,cutting it off so cruelly
The once most familiar facial expression became strange
Your hateful gaze made me not dare to admit it
I respected all of your choices,even including your indifference
I lost myself again
I once accepted everything about you,even accepted this result
