I want freedom,so that I choose to sent myself in Mental hospital rather than being hurt by Drake(my husband in paper).he always want to torture me and that is where I belong,he always blaming me that because of me her gf died in a suicide she killed herself by jumping in the rooftop of the building.it's almost one year that I'm feeling dizziness and I always spitting blood and it makes my stomach hurts, it's been a week since i know that I have gastric cancer stage 4 and I only have 1 week to live so that I beg the mental hospitals bosses to let me out since they know about my illness.I have drived by them at home to visit my husband and as I expected he gives me a slap because I dared to come back after I leave and now I'm here in the basement full of dust where I can't breathe easily I'm grounded here for 5 days and it is the remaining day for me to live, so I just choose to write a letter for him until I slowly losing my breathe and I said "If there's a second life for me I will choose not to see you again rather than being tortured,remember that even if you hurt me drake I will always love you byee"(died).
