If I'm thinking back then, I was naive, happy, I didn't expect something like this could happen.
The story of a never ending pain.
I was trying to solve it, cause I thought that I'm the only one who can save her, cause why on earth would world spawn me infinite of times where one month before she died.
-Yin Yui, a new neighbor met Hanbin Noscet, a jolly happy and sweet kind girl, who's unfortunately will die in just five weeks.
It only takes one month to fell for her, but also just a month for her to fell on my body, cold, without a single life in her eyes, and blood spitting from her kissable lips that I only thought will bring happiness in me whenever she smiles.
-After Hanbin died, Yui somehow find herself to those days before Hanbin died.
It was the same day, before we met, it was at this small store. I met her. Here. But why am I here? Is this a dream?
-Yui finds this as an opportunity to save her. But it's not gonna be easy. It is never easy. But because of the fact that Hanbin and her always see each other even after her death, it made Yui even more passionate about saving her.
Every moment was special, every day kept reminding me that she should live, that she's too much for me to die in front of me again and again.
No matter how many times that happened or no matter how used and dull each passing days become because of how repeated it is, I can never get used of her dying in front of me. It is a nightmare. A never ending pain.
-No matter how many times she tried to change Hanbin's faith, she always find herself in the same situation.
-Until.
I stopped, I never want to see her smile knowing that everything will start again I will fall in love again and again, but she'll ended up dead, and I have given so many times to save her, but I couldn't do a shit. I can't face her, I'll fall in love again, and the more that I fall the more pain it'll cause me.
-Yui didn't followed the same routine that she has to do, and that is the day they first met, at that small shop, Yui came to see her but she didn't plan talking to her like how it used to be, and that changed the whole day.
-Change that word, was new, and it sounds full of hope and a chance and an answer a solution.
"I can change her faith."
-But in the end. It is still a never ending pain. Despite the change she still died.
Something is wrong, she definitely could've have lived what was something there that kept her from dying? I kept questioning myself, and whenever I close my eyes I see her, she didn't fell on my body, I didn't felt her cold body pressed on me, or a blood spitting out from her lips, I'm far from her, but enough to see her.. kill herself.
-In the end Yui understand something.
Wide eyes with black color, wavy hair, and big cheeks. That's her. Alive and well, it's been years. And I finally stopped going back from the past. Well because I finally fixed it.
-Yui found out that she's the reason why she kept dying. And the only solution is. Go back to the past and ignore Hanbin completely. And that's what she did. The present continue without Hanbin knowing Yui at all.
