"did you ever Heard the phrase- life is too short to argue"
What I'm writing today is not a story or something. They are some thoughts which are bothering me for some time and this time is not just one or two days but "TWO YEARS".
"LIFE"- a word of four letters L.I.F.E but everyoneone have their own different perspective about it for some people their whole life is their parents, partners (lover) some people consider their freedom and independence life etc.
But for me life is the book which full with the beautiful memories and laughter i share with my loving ones.some pages of this book represent my hardest time and pain where they provide a shoulder to leans on,the cozy hug and lap of my parents gives me where i cried till the heaviness of my heart vanish through my eyes.
a book which shows the hard works and burning night oils to being a independent and successful girl so my parents feel proud on.
A corner of this book which i cherish a lot is the last memories of my loved ones I lost in past two years. I miss their hugs,care, their last conversation and their smily face which i never thought that would be last time I'm seeing them smile~ to be precise I'm not ready for it.this broken my heart in many pieces which is getting hard for me to collect. I.JUST.MISS.THEM.i wish they were here by my side and we again able to share our stories and laugh with each other. If they watching me from the sky they probably thinking "how sill I am?"
I want to tell them "COME BACK SOON IM MISS YOU SO MUCH".
This book also contains a dark corner of my life i spent alone in depression which nobody aware of.its a secret that I'm hiding deep down in my heart.Not because I don't want to share it's because if i share they will get tensed and worried which I hate to see them like this.
Well~ ik I'm not good in writing and English is not my first language.
This is the only way for me to settle my wobbly mind..if you read it thanku so much.. thanku for listening my stupidity.i wish you a happy life.
Love you♡
~day
