Hi i am Alisha and I am 20 years old people ask me why don't you want to marry? And this is a type of question that can have so many answers like may be iam not straight, maybe like other girls living life lonely or going to grave single like how we came single on earth,maybe because nowadays boys are only interested in a girl's body not any True love involved in relationships, or maybe I have any biological problems or not like my previous boyfriend or crush loss or something but for me this things are not the real problem the real problem is myself I am afraid of the future and I don't Want to be a part of anything,I get bored of people to easily, I can't handle the situations and I am afraid of people changing in front of me changing themselves and becoming the one that I hate....