I feel like I'll soon drift away... I Wanna write it out. I wanna express myself.. My mind feels like a whirlwind of words, rhymes come dashing in, poetry feels like flowing out of fingertips.
" Sanity slips like sand through seams,
Life a mosaic of fractured dreams.
The weight of sorrow clouds the day,
In shadows deep, I lose my way "
In shadows deep I lose my way. Soon I will lead astray. Oh mother barren, take me away, before I really lose my way.
" A fragile mind, a breaking thread,
Whispers of chaos fill my head.
The world turns gray, the colors fade,
A heavy heart in darkness stayed "
The colours of life dimmed down, with life becoming that of clown, I read the seams I read the shown, in a simple dead town.
" A mirror cracked, reflections blur,
Each thought a scream, each sound a
slur.
The weight of silence, loud and vast,
A fleeting hope, now fading fast "
The fleeting hope, now fades away. Lost in the depths of a hollow gray, like dying time at the start of day, I stay buried where shadows stay.
I feel my Insides churn as I write. My smaller self looking at me with widened eyes. What should I do me? I'm standing at the point of life where everything seems useless to me. I feel like I'll die. I feel like I'm dying.... And where's the lie? Am I not dying? I am....