That day when I saw him for the first time during lunch time in school.Those sparkling eyes,messy hair.He was playing basketball and getting it in every single time.He was playing like a professional.But my luck was just too bad.The bell rang.Lunch time was over.That day I couldn't find him anywhere.I couldn't stop thinking about that precious smile he was giving while playing.I wanted to know more about him.What is his name?how old is he?in which grade is he in?.Days passed by and he had made my life terrible.I would think about him 24/7.I had even created my own imaginary fantasy world.I would always imagine me and him doing my favourite work together for example painting and playing music.Whenever I felt depressed I would put on my earphone and listen to my all time favourite artist Ed Sheeran and my favourite song perfect
I would close my eyes and imagine us dancing in the dark with him between my arms,barefoot on the grass and listening to our favourite song.He might not know that I exist but for me he was the prince of my fantasy world.How come I fall in love with a stranger.I barely know anything about him.All I know about him is that he is a really smart student who won several certificates.A member of the school's mens football team who plays basket ball just for fun.As years past by,I became mature enough to understand that those beautiful moments that I dreamt of me with him is just dreams.Those can never be true.He will never get to see the sketches I drew of him during boring history class.I wish I could admire him from close.I wish I could see his sparkling eyes from close.Tears started coming from my eyes as I kept thinking about him.He now has a girlfriend.That girl is living the life I dreamt of with him.I watched them from far away.I was screaming from inside.But I still kept smilling seeing them together.
Dear "X",
I am happy to see that smilling face of yours.I pray that the smile of yours never fade away.The life I dreamt with you sadly didn't come true.So,try to live that life with your loved ones.
regards,
A girl who was crazy in love with you.
