You know what, I'm the type of person whose humor is really different from the others. I'm not that talkative to those I'm not really close to. You won't see me smiling that much like the others. I'm happy but it's not visible in my face expression. I'm approachable, i also approach to make friends or to find someone to talk with. The problem was, i couldn't catch up with them.. as they always curse, well yes cursing is okay to me except when you literally cursed me without any reason. Because of "my" type of humor, i couldn't make that much friends like others. And because i couldn't make that "much" friends like others, some literally doesn't want to talk to me. I put my focus on my studies and joining a band in my school, but there's a problem. Whenever I'm excused from the class or sleepy because of nonstop practice the whole day, mostly till midnight.. The circle of friends in a classroom talks about me, being in a "high" section but always sleepy and excused.. So what? Is it your problem? I can handle my grades and curricular act too. Then another year, another classmates. I made many friends this time because some of my bandmate became my classmates, they made a circle including me.. then there's a "one" person who's also included in the last year circle who talks about me. When i was about to be added in "our" gc, that one person stopped them. Doesn't want me to be included in that gc. Well yes, they didn't even insist on adding me and just told me to don't worry because I'm "still" part of the circle. Wow, really? so the ending. I considered myself as "out" of that circle. And what's the point when I'm always left out?? ... Call me Friendless or boring to talk to. Idc anymore, used to it.
