Is it to weird that sometime I wish to disappear in the crowd and sometime from the crowd. Some days I aspire to be a better version of myself whereas some days I devaluate my own worth. There are somedays when everywhere I peek I feel a burst of positivity, someday nothing could ever uplift the gloom in my heart. Somedays the voice in my head feels too noisy whereas some days they provide with the best conversation. Some days I find solace in solitude however some days I find more chaos in solitude. Some days my loved one's became my biggest encourager, some days they make me question about their love towards me. Some days I feel like I could take on the world ,some days I feel like embracing my bed. Somedays the sunny weather bring smile on my face , some day the sunny weather frustrates me to no end . Some days the rain washes my baggage, whereas some days rain pricks my skin like a needle.