My dear diary,today i went to school a little early so that i can see my classmate Esha .the most mystries and weird girl in class but one day after gym class i saw her by the pipes and she looked so beautiful ,she shined as the sun touched her skin softely .her eyes was dazzling not seen fully due to her weird glasses and her pink cheeks looked like cotton candy which is mostly covered by the mask or by her hair. I felt so betrayed and yet happy that only i got to see this side hers.
As i reached the school as early as possible,there she was sitting by the window and staring at the sky.i wanted to go near her and talk to her but my cowardness stood in the way.i just couldn't go near her.but suddenly she turned and looked straight at me, more like she looked into my eyes.I didn't know what to do i blushed so hard that my face turned red but thank god the most noisy group can in just in time that she didn't notice at all.the classes started,but all day i kept on thinking about her ,thinking about the ways i can talk or even strike up a conversation with her.i thought hard that he troublesome bald math teacher caught me zoning out .He asked me to stand in the hallway,while i was walking out he cracked some stupid joke as usual but this time it didnt irritate me as i could see the beautiful smile on Esha's face as i was walking out.i would say it was all worth it.
During break i sat two tables across Esha and she was alone but it looked like it didn't bother her at all more like she was enjoying it.i was not sure if it was my imagination but whenever i tried to steal a glance at Esha we locked eyes most of the time.i was secretly happy that she was loking at me and acknowlegding my existence.it gave me some confidence but even after a lot of tries i couldnt go up to her and say hi ....
I regretted a lot my way home.i wished i could have done something different instead of chickening out in every opportunity i had got.but looking back ,i never actually had the courage (i mean i am shy person ..even though i act all confident and strong i am a very shy person in front of the person i like so i guess it make sense why i never got the courage)
I finally came home .my heart felt heavy and my stomach felt empty.i directly went to my room and feel right into my bed,right then my mom's angelic demon voice woke me up.she screamed that he best friend 's family is visiting in 3 hours .i unwillingly got up and cleaned the house to make it look at least presentable.Later i had to help my mom in preparing the dishes and setting the table.my mom asked me to dress up nicely but at that point i was so lazy i just wore the most decent looking sweatshirt and pants that i had and sat on the sofa waiting for it to be morning again.
Suddenly the bell rang ,unwillingly i went up to the door to open it ,before i could say anything the women who is claimed to be my mom best friend who i hardly seen in my whole life is hugging me s tight and crushing my bone,i could hardly breath.during is strange reunion there was soft voice heard more like giggles from behind,it was kinda familiar.when i looked to see who it was,it was Esha "the girl "i tried so hard to speak to.she is in my house and she is my mom's best friend's daughter.i could not believe my eyes.i pinched myself so hard that i wanted to make sur that i wasn't dreaming.but not matter how much i pinched myself she was still there in my house wearing a floral skirt that reached upto her knees looking so magically beautiful.for the first time in my life i regretted the way i dressed.
During dinner i could only steal a few glance at her and i also heard my mom mention that we met each other when we were 5 years old and later her parents moved to another town and for the last one year Esha has been staying in her grand parents house and finally her parents are also moving near my place for settling down.i was so happy hearing the girl i like is moving near my house and i have a great excuse to see her everyday in her own house and i could even make her my girl friend sooner than i thought.after dinner my mom asked my to show Esha around the house .i was so existed that i could only nod when she asked that question.i showed Esha around the house but i couldn't look her in the eye .finally i took her the my room where we sat down awkwardly avoiding each other glances.the room was filled with silence before the air could get any heavier i decided to break the silence by mentioning to stalker like moment to Esha. I said,"i remember seeing you at school ,actually we are in the same class this year.i saw you for the first time near the water pipes after our 2nd or 3rd gym class.i am not sure if u can even remember me-" before i could finish she replied"i know you ,i have known you for a long time."i asked when a confused look on my face ,"what!! You know me since when ??".she looked away from me and replied,"3 years ago ,our parents arranged a meeting to say the final goodbyes. That's where i saw you for the first time .you were so chreeful and bright,quiet opposite of me.you would pull me every where you went and i would follow you behind all the time.those were the happiest days of my life which i could never forget."as she said she murmers the last line.i was shocked to hear such a story from her.i didn't even expect it.i felt so guilty hearing the story.i didn't know how to reply to her.i was speechless,i have always wished for her to know me but i never actually knew anything about her because of my cowardness i never actually tried to even get to know her.
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Your Katie ❤❤
