"I Have Many Pursuers Who Love Me, but I Only Love One Guy - My Enemy"
After everything I went through with Ryder, I realized that I had been blind to the love that was right in front of me. I had many pursuers who loved me, but my heart belonged to the one person who had challenged me, pushed me, and even hurt me.
Ryder was my enemy, or so I thought. But as it turned out, he was the only one who truly understood me. He was the only one who saw beyond my facade and loved me for who I truly was.
I remember the first time we met, I thought he was arrogant and self-absorbed. But as I got to know him, I realized that he was complex, multifaceted, and deeply vulnerable.
Our love story was not a conventional one. We started out as adversaries, but somehow, we found our way to each other. And when we did, it was like the whole world had come alive.
I learned that love can be messy, complicated, and even painful at times. But it's also the most beautiful, transformative, and redemptive force in the universe.
So, to all the women out there who are still searching for love, I want to say that it's okay to take risks, to be vulnerable, and to trust your instincts. You never know who might be waiting for you just around the corner.
And to Ryder, my love, my enemy, my everything - I'm so grateful to have you in my life. You challenged me, changed me, and loved me in ways I never thought possible. Forever and always, my love.
