Hello guys its me your authour cindy
Yup i am back with my life teaaa
Yall so i didnt even wanted to write this part bcz its just i thought i shouldn't write this but my bestfriend told me to write this so why not so lets get started
Like this happened months ago when i still use to talk with him not much so i dont remember much but i will write whatever i remember so yea....
So i wrote a confession for myself like i faked that confessed yall dont judge me ok i did that bcz i only wanted his attention and not some other guys attention idc i only just wanted his freaking attention and what i didnt know was he was the admin of that confession page🥲 and like but i took precautions tho like i made a fake email acc to write a confession for myself and like 😂 i am so crazy when it comes to the guy i love.
(So this below paragraph is after the confession was written the days after the convocation ceremony, the paragraph up there was before the convocation thingy)
So at that time i was still taking to that 'j' guy and yea what i think is he got a hint that its me who he talks with so i decided to like act like something happened to my fake acc infront of him and slowly detach from him so
And yea my ass somewhat got slightly obssesed with him😮💨🙃 but he used to still talks with me ok idk why but what i think is that guy definitely loves attention not even kidding
So after that i saw him flirting with that girl who he was flirting at the convocation ceremony where i felt like crying fork (why am i so... Nvm) continuing the story
so i wrote the whole ass para abt how he replies me late and (yall at some point i knew he was not interested in me but i was in love ok love is blind yall) even when i told him that i didnt love him anymore it was fake i was lying bcz i wanted to move on from him and at last i said think whatever you want and ended it with him by blocking him and all
And on some random one or 2 day before our exam he posted abt the fake confession i wrote and they way i panicked and anxited i was scared i was like just what if ppl found it was me who wrote it i was defo scared and all dude took the opportunity and put a pole in the unofficial grp that who wants to see the stalker's face he had my childhood pic i was scared what if someone recognise me my life it would be over ppl would start hating on me he even put ss on our convo in the grp chat after seeing that i panicked i told my bestie abt it she told me to calm down she told me she knew he was a red flag i shouldn't have talked with him in the first place
So i was depressed panic anxited running through a lot of emotions i was traumatized those ppl in the grp chat cornered me his frnds till this day i feel scared of him after this incident
Dude msged me from his acc that should he reveal my identity or not and he called me a stalker yall
MIND YALL I DIDN'T STALKED HIM FOLLOWED HIM EVERYWHERE HE GOES I DID NOTHING LIKE THAT I WAS JUST NORMALLY TALKING TO HIM AS A NORMAL PERSON NEVER MADE HIM UNCOMFY EVEN IF I SAID SMTH RUDE TO HIM I SAID SORRY TO HIM AS FAST AS I COULD
AND FOR LOVING HIM WHAT I GET IS GET CALLED A STALKER GOT BULLIED FOR LOVING HIM RIDICULOUS BASTARD MANIPULATED ME INTO THINKING I WAS IN THE WRONG YESTERDAY WHEN I WAS STUDYING I THOUGHT ABT THIS AND THEN I REALISED I WAS NEVER STALKING HIM I WAS ONLY TALKING TO HIM TF THAT BASTARD
AFTER THAT I EVEN SAID SORRY TO HIM EVEN THO IT WAS NOT MY FAULT I SAID SORRY I WAS SOBBING THAT DAY I WAS SO SAD AND HURT I THOUGHT IT WAS MY FAULT BUT IT WASNT NOBODY WAS THERE TO COMFORT ME ONLY MY BESTIE WAS THERE BUT AT ONLINE CHAT SHE COMFORTED ME I NEEDED A HUG WHICH I COULDN'T GET ANY
(I AM CRYING WHILE WRITING THIS BCZ I REMEMBER THIS INCIDENT HOW VULNERABLE I WAS BACK THEN)
WHEN I TOLD HIM NOBODY LOVES ME HE SAID NOBODY LOVES HIM TOO THAT JERK HE'S POPULAR PPL TALK TO HIM HAS A BIG ASS FRND GRP AND SAYS NOBODY LIKES HIM JERK😒 HE MADE ME HATE HIM
SO I STUDIED MY ASS OFF AND GOT FULL MARKS IN ALL THE SUBJECTS IN EXAM YUP TILL NOW WHENEVER I LOOK AT HIM A FIRE BURNS IN ME WHICH SAYS YOU HAVE TO BEAT THIS BASTARD IN ACADAMIECS AND IN LIFE SO WHENEVER I LOOK AT HIM I START STUDYING HARD
AND YEA IN PRESENT TIME HE IS DATING THAT GIRL 😒 FUCK LIKE DUDE WHY WOULD YOU TALK TO ME WHEN YOU FELT LIKE I WAS STALKING YOU YOU COULD'VE JUST BLOCKED ME YK OR COULD'VE STOPPED TALKING TO ME IT WAS AS SIMPLE AS THAT DUDES AND ATTENTION SEEKER YALL
WHAT I THINK IS HIS FRND GRP KNOW ABT IT HE TOLD THEN ABT IT
SO AT THE FIRST DAY OF EXAM THIS GUY CAME INFRONT OF ME I WENT INSIDE A ROOM WITHOUT KNOWING HE WAS THERE FUCK IDK HOW HE APPEARED IN FRONT OF ME HE WAS LIKE HI HOW ARE YOU PUTS HIS HAND IN FRONT OF ME
AND I FROZED RIGHT THERE I WAS SO SCARED YALL NEVER HAVE I EVER BEEN SO SCARED OF SOMEONE SO I SAID HI SHOOK HIS HAND AND WENT OUT IMMEDIATELY OUT OF THE ROOM I WAS SCARED MY HEART WAS POUNDING I JUST WANTED TO IGNORE HIM BUT THE NERVE OF THAT BASTARD TO STAND INFRONT OF ME AFTER BULLYING ME WITH HIS FRND FUCK YOU BASTARD AND WHEN I WAS STANDING THERE HIS FRND SAID WHY WOULD SHE TALK TO YOU AFTER YOU DID THAT TO HER I MEAN SHE WAS RIGHT THATS WHEN I KNEW HIS FRND GRP KNEW
SO AFTER THAT EXAMS I STOPPED TALKING TO HIM I WAS TRAUMATIZED YALL I WAS SCARED AFTER THAT HE WROTE A CONFESSION ON HIS OWN CONFESSION PAGE THAT HE HAS A CRUSH ON HER THEY BOTH STARTED TO DATE BRO EVEN SAID TO ME THAT HE HAD A CRUSH ON HER WHEN HE WAS TALKING TO ME
I WAS LIKE DUDE IF YOU HAD A CRUSH ON HER TF YOU TALKING TI ME WITH LIKE WHY GIVE HOPE WHEN YOU'RE NOT INTRESTED DUDE
SO IN THE PRESENT TIME THIS GUY IS ALWAYS WITH HER BUT LIKE THE PPL IN THE UNI ARE CONFUSED IF THEY ARE DATING OR NOT LIKE THAT GIRL IS ALWAYS WITH A GUY WAITING FOR THAT 'J' GUY OR ALWAYS LIKE WITH THE SOME OTHER GUYS WHO IS NOT HER BF I MEAN PPL GOSSIP BEHIND THEIR BACK THO SO I LISTEN ITS NOT ME WHO SAID THAT ITS THE PPL WHO SAID THAT WHATEVER SO THIS GUY NOW LOOKS AT ME SOMETIMES IDK WHY BUT FUCK BRO DONT LOOK AT ME EVEN AT THE EXAM TIME DUDE WOULD LOOK AT ME I TOLD THIS ALL TO MY ONE FRND SHE TOLD ME HE THINKS OF ME AS AN OPTION FUCK HIM I AM NO OPTION FOR ANYONE I AM MYSELF
BUT YALL HIS FACE CARD IS LETHAL THO BUT SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE HE IS UGLY IDK WHY
NVM I AM NEVER EVER TALKING WITH THIS GUY AGAIN AND IDK WHY BUT I FEEL LIKE HIS GF GIVES A BAD BITCH VIBE I GUESS THEY ARE MEANT TO BE BTW I JUST TURNED ADULT AND THAT GUY IS OLDER THAN ME LIKE A LOT 7 YRS AGE GAP THIS GUY BULLIED A GIRLY SMALLER THAN HIM😒
FUCK HIM HOPE HE GETS HIS KARMA HARD OH LORD PLZ DO THIS I WANT HIM TO GET HIS KARMA HARD
AND YEA GUY THIS IS THE RND AND I WONT BE WRITING ABT THIS BASTARD AGAIN HOPE YALL WONT ENCOUNTER A BASTARD LIKE THIS❤️❤️
AND YEA I WAS THINKING ABT WRITING A NEW BOOK MY EXAMS ARE GOING ON WILL WRITE LATER I AM LAZY😂
SO BYE GUYS WILL BE BACK WITH ANOTHER GOSSIP IF SOME GUY ENTERS IN MY LIFE OR SMTHELSE SO LATERR!!!!!
YOUR AUTHOR
CINDY😆
