I met this guy in my workplace. We get to know eachother through our common friend. It was like once in a million meeting 🤝 same outfit ,same drink,same behaviour. Everyone around us were teasing us but I sware it was the first time I noticed him.We get to know eachother better and was shocked to know we were so alike. He is a exact copy of me. We share same interest,same hobbies,same thoughts,same taste and sort of same habits. I was very happy and delightful to meet him. He felt the same and he kind of let me know everyday.
Short introduction of myself:I am an introvert who don't like to speak much. Who is lazy to argue and hate people around me. I like to sing , read , watch series and paint. I like to do everything that doesn't make me sweat.I hate to be the centre of attention 😔 but I don't know why, I kind of tend to stand out a lot. Since childhood I have been a girl who is shy, studious, obedient and everyone's favourite. Perfect example of good girl . Never dated in my teens , never failed, never received complaints and never ever let my parents down. Passed with flying colours and completed bpharmacy with gold medal 🏅. I aced in everything I needed to do in my career. My job was offered to me before I ever graduated.
He is a Mr.Perfect, he is handsome and cool,very good with his works, he knows what he is doing and above all he have vision of his own. He is a total green flag . He finished his schooling as a topper and completed BTech with gold ranking. He is currently pursuing masters and working at the same time. He works hard and make an effort to be available for me everyday . Without having to ask he silently supports me.
My career is growing up and I am exposed to new environments and new opportunities. I am happy and content with my job. Sometimes there is ups and downs and he is there for me and I am here for him too. We seems to make eachother a better version of ourselves. I speak more often and I learned to share my problems and worries. He is helping me with my career and my personal growth. He is like my bestest friend. He knows me more than i know myself. He is an amazing soul 💖.
Main point is yesterday he proposed to me . I am happy and excited.I kind of feel the same for him but I know this is wrong. We have no future together. We have to drift apart one day.He is from different state and belongs to different community. He is muslim and I am Hindu . His family won't accept me nor my family. Although his family accepts me but I have to completely leave behind my family and community. That I am never gonna do it. He says that everything will be alright oneday but I know that day will never come. I like him and he loves me but we have to fight against all our near and dear ones. World against us.
I don't know if it is wise enough of me to just avoid this relationship. He proposed me and I rejected saying I don't feel the same. I don't have energy to fight and I know where we are going. I know the curves and ends of every road we are gonna take .I am hurt and he is too. He tells me that I sort of tend to jump into conclusion before even trying. He promised to make everything work but I know that he is also scared. He is my first so am I to him. I don't know how our relationship going to change but one day am gonna regret this decision of mine.
All I ever want is for him to know how much he means to me and how glad I am to have him in my life. I don't wanna loose him.i wanna keep him by my side forever.
I am open for any suggestions 🥺...
