Have you heard the word " I fall for the right person but in a wrong time" I guess those words can defined the emotions I had from someone I love.he maybe not here but those feelings still remains in my heart how I got to know him and how he change my life. It starts when I was in the shallowest time in my life, I felt like I'm under the sea struggling for my life, I tried yet im tired and wanting to be drowned to the bottom of the sea but then he pulled me up and give me light,he made me realize how important I am as how important life is I continue to be with him and realized my feelings for him but then I come back to reality and said that "damn from the billions of people in the world I fall in love to someone that didn't exist!!!" Yes bitch he didn't exist thats why If you may going to ask me I could say that"I fall for the the right person but in a wrong world "but in comparison I learn to love myself and will only love myself why? cause like what they say"I would never fall again until I found you " so if it's not you then so be it