I’m selfish horrible I say hurtful words to their face I hate that I do this bad day TODAY everything feels wrong I love them so much but I wasn’t there for them they needed me I failed
Why am I like this why couldn’t I do something anything to make it better instead I stood there useless frozen while they hurt and it’s my fault I hate it
Their one tear that’s all it took broke me into pieces shattered my heart into tiny bits cos I know I caused it my words my actions or maybe my silence it all adds up and I hate myself for it
I wish I could rewind go back fix it stop myself from saying the wrong thing but I can’t damage is done and now it’s just regret heavy and endless I keep replaying their face in my head sad hurt and it’s cos of me
I wanna be better but idk how what’s love worth if ur the one causing the pain I love them more than anything but I can’t seem to stop breaking their heart along with mine and that’s what kills me most...
