I was thinking about writing novel of this but kinda lazy (actually I am lazy person).
CH1
There are many people in this world. The world where humanity are getting rare.The world where there may be getting birth of new type of humanity. I don’t really get why the humanity is getting rare as I get older.
But while I was getting older,I have seen that (warmth/humanity??) help me one time. Just one time in this fucking 18 years. Well, this just my thought because I don’t really get like sometime I think I know everything but the next time I don’t even know a thing. That time when I feel warm really from the bottom of my life is when I was sick during my hostel, I was eating my breakfast in cafeteria.Then, a little girl came to me to give a gum with a prettiest smile I have ever seen. I feel better from that. As there are saying, children can see the ghost and are honest. I think that little girl came with that prettiest smile wasn’t an act.
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The act which we can see now days. The act of being happy, the act of being helpful, the act of being kind, the act of being grateful, the act of being pity etc whatever it is. I am not that good person as well and I also don’t have the right to judge others. But what should I do? What if they are acting kind , happy, friendly just to talk something (I don’t mean only bad) behind my back with others. I think that’s the reason I am awkward when people are being friendly….
It’s not that I don’t feel happy at all but I only feel happy when we had fun at time. After time passed, I don’t really get why was I happy or had fun. And there is the time,I feel like why am I happy or having fun right now. I ;
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-THE RAIN
