I am feeling like, I am stuck in a business where I am treading with my soul. It feels like I am a puppet of their hand. And need to do everything according to them. I wanna break free but my stings are in their hand. And I can't break it. For guilt, and also for the feeling of owing them something. Moreover in this world I have no where else to go. I know if I will break out from this stings other will smash me with their feet. So here is no escape for now. Though it's suffocating, it's the safest.
