It's 19 October 2024
I have been good in academics since a while and same goes with every competition I participate into. I have been only winning since I started participating in it. And now it's the third year with that streak. I used to heard that people get jealous of success,, but I didn't know that it will happen to me too. I am a dummy student to my 3 year And I go to academic school for various participation in competition and sometimes for studies and tests. Now I haven't visiteded the school since 9 October and in between this time there comes up a competition on 10 October and everyone got to kNow at 11 October except me. My so-called classmates and friends didn't inform me at all so that I can't participants,, and they win by themselves. I went to acadeMy on 18 and got to know while they were gossiping slowly that there's a competition,, but they didn't want me to compete I just went my way to the faculty, and they told me to prepare till 19 so, did I? I did the preparation and every thing. But the 2 faculty said the names are given already, but the first one said the name should be chosen till Monday, 21 October, so I went to school and talked to her that we should compete by ourselves then at different upper level so the deserving one can go. But she cried and just went to faculty that please write her name and all that dramatic scene but then while sitting in room after coming back she started crying and putting a blame on me. I already told her she didn't have to do this for me just compete, and they can select by themselves, but she thinks they all discriminate and will pick me for this. Till 8:00 to 1:00 this continued with small breaks in between… Everyone (her friends) was saying give her a chance u have been performing since 3 years.... but if I am her competitor then what's the problem? She said u will win eventually if u participate we all know you're the best in here. But at the same time they are going to every other faculty they can to back bit*h me and saying she is egotistic like she thinks she is the deserving one. And my mom called the2 faculty on 18 that can u at least select between these 2 or else if it's not under your control we can talk to management there, and they called my mother as rude for saying this… How am I supposed to hear it, but they think I am the overconfident one still....I just want to solve it nicely and with care, but she chooses to play the victim card she chooses an easy way out there saying I am already selected and stuff but in reality what's the thing for selection she did she just go, and they write her name down not even she had a competitor they didn't even heard her speak up anything and after selection of name then she starts preparing for competition...what's with this procedure? What's up with faculty… I wasn't informed about any of it unless I came to their by myself what's with my fault? Not even the faculty informed me nor my classmates knowing that I am a dummy admission. What's my fault I said that I play in competition for my proud and for team I said I am the best one in you guys not because I was being too full of myself but because I started preparing since I was a child for this I took many classes during my summer and winter holidays when everyone was playing around and visiting new places I worked hard that's why I achieved this I made a streak by winning for complete 3 years the same 1 position, and they think it's just because I am two faced I talk too sweetly with the faculty but with in return I backstab everyone but I never once did... I thought I am eligible for it, so I can participate if I won't be chosen after giving the chance it's fine but the other girl disagreed because she said they will choose you and I don't want that at all either I will participate or this will cancel, but I won't let u participate at all… She goes to almost every faculty for this back bit*thing about me, she said we are friends its fine, and I was staring at her blankly then I saw them while hiding behind wall talking to faculty that I am the worst person in there... just because I told my mother about my pain, and she told to teachers? And I can't give her the chance just because she wants to participate at least u should have the capability to stand up with any competitor and still win, but she says I am not sure about that to cause there are better than me if I went I could have won with probability of 90 percent, but it's fine I think since she lied to me and the faculty there helped her in lying that our main management said the one whose name was given first will participate after stabbing me like this she never felt guilty and here I was thinking maybe I can give my win on her name... in front of me she said I am her friends, but I don't really believe in her words now… What are friends now I don't know… My other competitor didn't want me to participate because they know I could win easily… So they thought to support her... but where am I wrong. Why this all happen my image is quite ruined cause of her I don't know what to do at all… My heart feels empty at every thought of it how did I lose this one without even competing... and yh she said she never participated but in reality this year she did once and competeted against me and I won again... so she was just wanting to play the victim card saying that I am just treated differently because I always won…. but I earned it.. I never backstabbed anyone I just won continuously and no one supported me after that they never congratulate me in that cause they think I win easily without working hard. .. but touchwood these are just God blessings i hope u would like to read the life updates from me and can support me with ur some generous words.. Take care and have a good night everyone bye bye ~
