DEAR DIARY
Do you remember a guy I used to love? Yeah that guy was my first love but also the last love. Sometimes I don't understand that why I am so unlucky in love and friendship. I liked that guy for more than 1 years but for him it's nothing? I literally fought with my friends just for him because they were against him. But still I loved him endlessly but he never knew my existence? What did I did to deserves this? Did I did something wrong by loving him? I never got love from someone before but when I loved him it's nothing? You know we didn't even talked with eachother nor made any eye contact but still I knew everything about him. I guess it was silent love. You know the day when I saw him with someone else was the day I forgot to love. I always thinks that why it's her not me? I know him more than anyone, I loved him more than 1 years but still? I guess I am the one sided lover here. I guess I was the Villian here.... You know after these all heart breaks still I loved him but he never noticed it... You know I never talked to him yet... Because I know even if he will know my existence there is no use of it because I am unlucky in love... You know how much I used to admire him from far and I still do....
But it's ok because I know love is not made for me and it's not in my luck....
