Sielana Vale
32 yr old army doctor
Due to military norm and bond their graduates are obliged to serve the military for certain period .After her short service commission and all she is now Lt. Colonel after clearing departmental examination. She has been single for her whole life as she felt relationships are waste of time in her ideology but her mother have been pestering her to marry marry marry since her service bond ended and today she again rhuge argument regarding marriage.
Her mother she is typical 80s lady who believe it is important to please the society and all. Beside that she wants her daughter in safe hands and why not every parents want to witness this beautiful moment where their kids are growing their own family but her sweet convincing voice have turned Into continuous taunt and nagging about marriage chant. She express her dislike regarding this everytime but all vain..she could feel her mother emotionally blackmailing her saying to consider it As a last wish which angered her and she ended up lashing out her mother saying she would leave the house rightaway if she continue to behave like this. She was heading towards her room to get her bag but she heard her father shouting.Her mother got heart attack they soon rushed to hospital
Fl-{ I am afraid even though I am angry at her I didn't wanted our family breaking like this.......my father has been extremely anxious so does my brother.....after the surgery I had a talk with the doctor....clearly saying stating the report of her condition which says she had been more stressed recently and I guess it must be because of her selfish daughter. I ended up crying *sobbing* .....my father hugged me tightly assuring me but I can already feel him trembling. My stupid mother why would she even stress so much ....I even made proper diet plan for her before my previous departure....}
Fl- *calling her friend* Zahra.....can you inform the commander that I would be taking few more days off due to personal reasons .....(told her everything)
Zehra- ok i'll inform...you just take care of yourself and you family....
*call end*
after the discharge procedure they are heading towards their home in the whole journey no one speaked. From the last two days, the situation of the Vale family has become serious and desolate.As for Sielana she is feeling very guilty and disappointed. She didn't talked with her mother meantime it was her father and sister in law taking care of her mother.
Talking about Sielana..her childhood wasn't though she has always been realistic and ambitious person who do not wish to cross any path with delusion. She have never demanded anything except no interruption in her carrier choice. Being single In whole life she finds it hard to imagine herself with a completely unknown person and what is the guarantee that her marriage will be successful.
Whole week passed she have isolated herself in her room and not being chatty like her usual self . whole week she spent her time thinking from every pov of marriage and about herself her persona and all her natural behaviour....the only thorn in her acceptable marriage would be her tight working schedule and workplace because if she has to get upgradation then she must accept designated postings from upper heads.
Another week passed and now It's her time to go back. These 15 days have been very tough for her so does her departure.
Back to Army Medical Base's main building she had to report her arrival.
She again started working like her routine but deep inside she was terribly disturbed...
She have shared her problem with her bestie Zehra who is also one of her comrades but at this particular topic their views didn't matched.... As for Zehra she is married to one of the senior whom she had been in relationship even before she joined AMS and having good marriage life.
Zehra thought her bestie need a breakdown so she took her to the Bar it is very close and almost at the periphery of AMB so mostly hub for army doctors and soldiers .
As per Sielana's drinking history she isn't the regular customer of alcohol she just drank during annual ceremony twice or thrice a year but today she is drinking as if she has been thirsty for years.
Zehra- lana I am going to washroom don't go anywhere until I come okay.*aware that lana is all drunk*
Lana- okie~
Now that she is completely drunk her appendages are no more in her control...
Lana- Excuuzz me ladies and gentlemen.....mai I havee your attension please~ * in drunk tone while raising her glass *
*People murmuring *
Especially those who aren't married~
Mii momma got hwartattack becozz her daughter....isn't married you know who twhats me...Sielana Vale.....haha *laughing by herself *
Soooo Iiiiiii must get married....so swad....Iz there any boy out here who is searching for wifyyy.... Just hand mee your portfolio....my condition...iz that you must not have STD....hehe and fine working 24 wife 7 ..hehe.....*sentence distorted*
*Zehra arrived and she saw all the commotion created by her drunk bestie*
Zehra- Oo lana shall we go you are drunk.... Lets go
Lana- Noi noi ~ I need to find husband......and you shu shu....you said just gwet guy married mama chose....hn you Zehar women (venomous) waiii waiii did you get married..that monkey with noo tail....
Zehra - *saw her bf who come along with her who is having not so funny expression* Hubby (Donomil frost)don't mind her she is drunk you are most handsome monk.... Man...
Donomil- *having identity crisis *
Lana - what....hahahahah he and hand some.....this Doughnut factory .....you you snatched my bestie.....hic hic *suddenly started crying while slapping donomil's arms continuously * I could...haaave give my mother ...excuse that she is unmarried.....huhuuuu but she betrayed mee.... Tell me Zeraaa who you love the mosttt... Me right or if you say doughnut ....I am going to jump....from here.....*stand up the chair her legs wobbling due to too much alcohol consumption*... Tell me or today ......you you you will lost your best best bestest...bestie ...
Zehra- (lost at words she knew her friend is silly but very professional and now she is regreting her decision to let her drink ) Yes I like my bestie more now come down or you'll fall....
Donomil- ( super jealoused...... Wow this women always snatch my little wife) * Being responsible man he already requested to other junior and few seniors to leave and warned them not to spill anything *
Lana- awwww really.....*her eyes sparkled* I love you two darling ...yeayyyyyyy start jumping but ended up falling from chair...ahhhhh again started sobbing loudly ...hic hic zehra pick me I want princess carry.... *forward her hand and as she is super drunk she did not felt much pain but the way she fell her elbow got scratched quite deeply*....and me marry you...you divorce dooghnut....okie~
Zehra- (I never knew she was lesbian ..did she become lesbian after getting drunk..)*picked lana*[as zehra is women with strong physical strength]
Lana- yeyyyyyyy I am flying..zera...your best.*about to kiss her cheek but donomil knocked her out *
Zehra - *started laughing * what are you jealous hubby hmm...... Don't worry I love the most inside and outside the bedroom .....
Donomil- who is jealous.... and why would I be jealous of this drunk lady....I met you first so you are mine first .....*definitely jealous *
Zehra - ok my Doughnut factory 😂
Donomil- you...you just drop your bestie then i'll show you what this Doughnut factory can do.....I gotta give you the best dessert from Doughnut factory tonight..and trust me you'll beg for more.
Zehra- *all tomato* Sh..ut up
They arrived at Seilana's Block Zehra removed her shoes and some upper uncomfortable cloth and treated lana's wound which she got when she fell from chair.
Donomil and zehra went to their quarter and this married couple shared quite a wild night and as per Donomil said she begged for more and more whole night.
On the other side our ML
Alvaro Ashraj
30 yr old He might be younger in age but our fl superior he is Colonel .
As for Alvaro his parent think he have autism as he does not talk and get mixed among people and is very intelligent he have cleared this army medical exam at the age of 16 while preferred age is 18.He himself was like I dont believe in love type of person until he met our fl Sielana.
First meet
*interview is essential process during selection for candidates so it was interview day *
Alvaro's pov
Coming hurriedly from other side I ended up colliding at her and all the important document regarding students data fell from my hand...she helped me without any sign of irritation..while other candidates didn't even bother to offer help.
Speaker- Sielana Vale candidate no. 305 come fast.*serious tone*
And she rushed to interview room where I was heading .
Being train in rough manner most of interviewer have high regards about student's punctuality and discipline and they immediately reduced her marks even though she had quite a potential...I felt guilty when she come out of that room she was very sad and disappointed.
2Month later
I regretted and think about her everyday if I haven't collided at her she might not have her name in waiting list...and also with some strange tingling feelings which I have developed about that girl.I got to know 2 girls withdraw from their seat so next candidate in merit list would be given seat and thats her. I felt relaxed.
I saw her today she was with her father heading towards Deans office and she looked very happy .She looks so beautiful when she smiles.*getting butterfly feeling for the first time in this life*.
For every new candidate their house are assign. There are 4 house I.e alpha,beta,charlie and delta . And when I got to know she was assigned in house Alpha I was overjoyed as I myself belong to team alpha so I can see her in joint house meetings and games and many more . Slowly time skips I found myself passing from that same corridor everyday just for one glance even for microseconds .
She joined Basketball club .....so I suddenly signed for basketball club hastly knowing that I can't leave my previous swimming club before house match. I dont know I felt something wrong is it just a 'little crush' or more than that...before I became clear with my feelings she had already created a huge flat for herself inside my little heart. Session passed new semester arrived with new adventure...and being the student in military come with many adventure your not just doctor you'll be treated as a cadet and trained for every situation. This year task for seniors increased many things were going on at once.
It was Annual sports Fest where many students have participated in various fields like sports,cultural,music,quize, debate amd many more.
She has participated in dancing and basketball. My chain of unrequired love started since I first saw her and now I am more than confirmed about my feelings regarding her.Just a glimpse of her in such a busy schedule takes away all my tiredness doesn't it clearly explain my feelings about her.
I was gone for swimming competition as both the game timings were overlapping..I won 1st rank but it didn't make me feel excited like before. I just rushed to saw the final round of match which was between Alpha vs Charlie . I saw my friend Donomil waving at me as he has reserved a seat for me. We met eachother in first year he was my roommate since then we usually tag along. This boy he intentionally loose the selection round as soon as he got to know bb and swimming match final round are overlapping as he is in relationship with Zehra since his highschool who is Seilana's friend. What a big coincidence and he ended up getting to know my secret crush on Sielana but good point is that he shares me some secret which he get from his gf about my love interest.I focused on the match. Unlike her previous test matches performance she was somewhat slow and looking pale..she didn't run much and I happen to notice her movement as she kept placing her hands at her waist. Is she on her periods and having cramps.... During second round of the match she fainted. just the sight of her blacking out between the match scared me to hell I felt sharp ripping pain in my heart. I saw medical assistance team rushing towards her taking her to medical room and was given intravenous drip. She was sleeping when I went to meet her in the medical room ...she was slept on her Left hand side clutching her abdomen area tightly as if she is in intense pain. I immediately placed the hotbag which I had brought with myself and she slowly adjusted I heard her talking in her sleepy tone saying that '..thankyou Zehra ...but we lost the match because of me...captain Vani must be angry...' Which brought me back to reality she may have become someone important for me but I am nothing in her life.
Like this days passed and one day I over heard her conversation with her friend she didn't got any notes from seniors and it clicked me that I still have my previous noted with me which I placed in her desk like anonymous character by placing a sticky note " To unknown junior I am just giving this to random person who I may or may not know .I don't need this notes anymore so you can make good use of it I have personally highlighted imp and crucial points necessary for exam pov and if you dont need it give it to another student." I saw her taking those notes happily.
Its my last year then i'll be posted in army barracks or any navy/air / army as a position of captain where i'll serve till my commissioned period end. For the first time I wished in my life to send me back to my 3rd year where I first met her.
I don't know I used to think these unrequired lovers are just cowards why dont they just confess and end the story until found myself at the same position. I wasn't able to confess her. I got posted in naval army for straight 5 years as a captain. Sometimes I wished and even prayed that she get posted in naval army but she was posted in army in borderline remote area and I got to know from Donomil she willingly chose it as top rank holder are given the chance to fill their priority list. Its was fine but why did they posted her in borderzone that's most risky one and especially for girl I know she is very brave and worthy person but her being fearless make me scared what if something happen with her .
This past 5 years have been very worthy for me and so does for many pass outs cadets .Soon years passed I rushed for my departmental upgradation now I am Colonel at the age of 29 . I often receive praises for achieving this at quite young age while avrage age for this position are 33-40s. From past year I got a little information about her wellbeing from Donomil .
Finally after 9 long year I met her again . Her skin have grown tanned from all field works. This tanned complexion was making her even more beautiful. It was Donomil's and Zehra's marriage. I got chance to have a talk with her but it was just professional which didn't even lasted 2 minute .How long has it been I haven't heard her voice it's like a forbidden melody and as soon as her voice reached my ears I again melt in her love. She doesn't even how much this fool's foolish heart have fallen for her.
After few months later.
Finally we are under same army base and she is my direct junior and now she have more familiarity with me. We participated in same events as a same team many festivals and all.
At first I was very happy that in all these years she didn't had any particular love interest or any relation but this overjoyed feeling soon died as soon as I got to know she have no desire in marriage or any kind of relationship. My feelings got rejected even before they reach to her.
I forced myself to move on without even trying my luck but how can I just move on from the girl whom I literally liked for 11-12 years.
This was the first time she took almost 2 week off and since she arrived I often noticed her being gloomy and zoned out and mostly distracted I forced myself to be professional trying not to be gawky.
Donomil told me he is going to bar as his wife and Sielana was their to pick them up I decided to tag along .I am no saint I do drink but not daily maybe twice a week. As per what I have observed Sielana isn't into drinking. As soon as I arrived there I saw her drinking continuously like a drunkard lady. She didn't even realised when I took the seat infront of her.
She has gotten all drunk. Her cheeks have gotten reddish and her eyes all droopy and red due to excessive drinking .Suddenly she raised her glass asking *all the previous things*. Ooh so this was all about her family especially her mother want her to get married.... Wait I can give her my portfolio...this would be great idea. She was about to stumble and fall when Zehra arrived and helped her ..she was completely under the influence of alcohol but whatever she was saying was doing something to me. Like chess piece all these time I was in Check condition but now she suddenly pushed me in check mate position and now I am nothing just a prey caught by spider web in her love.
I won't lie but I am extremely jealous of this lady who got chance to carry her and about to get kissed by her only if I was at her position *sudden realisation hit him...And found himself getting physically and also sexually attracted towards her..he slapped his own cheeks. All these years his feelings for her was completely spiritual *.
By the time I and Donomil warned and as few were superior requested them to keep it as a secret and not to spread any kind of rumor.
I couldn't sleep the whole night. Every time I closed my eyes, I remembered her intoxicating face. As I could not fall asleep I recreated my portfolio especially highlighting my qualities and no relationship history .
Next day
Fl side
I woke with extreme throbbing headache with many blurry memories from last night. I saw its already 9 I immediately checked my phone thank god Zehra had already applied half day leave for me .With time passing I got know my drunken deed and was extremely embarrassed.I am never going to get drunk again .
Its afternoon I was in my office *someone placed a file*
I saw it was Sir Ashraj. I greeted and then checked the file.Sielana- * It was a portfolio *{ I noticed he is younger than me....what?? For this whole time I was thinking he was 35 but he is just 30 ..}
What can I do with this portfolio sir ? *realised last night deed*
Alvaro- I happens to be in same situation as yours Ms.Sielana my parents are also forcing me to get married but for normal civilian adjusting in rough environment would be tough and yesterday you...... *paused and looked at her embarrassed red face * I was also present their infact I was sitting just to you...I got to know you are searching for suitable candidate. {My parents ohh god they are so busy in romancing..they are currently on a world taur. They rarely force me regarding this marriage matter as they want me to have successful marriage with my complete will like theirs and also aware that I have some feeling for this particular lady }
Sielana- *deep thinking * But you are younger than me, you have no problem with that ?
Alvaro- I have no problem with that .
Sielana - { I have always thought of him as my senior and have very huge respect towards him . This was unexpected but not bad . wouldn't it be better to marry someone who understand my workplace requirement more clearly rather than marrying a civilian.}*Made instant decision *..Shall we talk in somewhere private .
Alvaro- * His heart start beating like a wild animal trying to escape his chest as soon as he realise it's not a rejection * ah.... Okay then shall we go somewhere else now or in the evening.
Sielana- Let's meet in the evening till then I can think more about this decision and can I keep this portfolio with me?
Alvaro- okay you can keep it.
Sielana- shall I also give my port---
Alvaro- *by cutting her off* No I don't need that as per working with you I know you are honest ,loyal and hardworking lady .
Sielana- * maybe a bold daring lady but weak to compliments so ended up getting flushed and awkward * oh.....ky
Alvaro- Then i'll be going .see you later *passed a genuine smile *
(Yes yes yes ......yessssss I did it ahem I cant smile so much now she'll feel awkward)
Time skipped..At evening
At Nearby Cafe
Alvaro- {We have been here for almost 30min but she didn't speak anything instead she is pouring all the attention on this coffee and this brown cake. I speaked up }
*ahmm trying to grab attention * So what did you thought?
Sielana- *certain someone who keeps eating the 2 servings of chocolate pastry * ....ahh yes I have made a list of questions to ask you which is necessary ...* still didn't looked at him as embarrassed at her own actions where she couldn't resist her immense love towards cakes and kept eating as if it was sole reason to be here *
Alvaro- { this girl is total foodie even during annual celebrations her plates were always filled with desserts and many spicy foods ..She is looking like a bunny eating carrot silently but she have made the list whhattttt......}
Ohk then can you tell me your list or have your wrote it down..* is this marriage or deal*
Sielana- yes I have let me make my points clear to you *finished eating and took out a piece of paper from her pocket * ..As you might have heard I wasn't interested in marriage or anything but now as my mother is being all bossey and sick so I have to get married now.
This are what I want from you
🐥- most important loyalty and trust
🐥- trust me for my decision
🐥-stand up for me when needed
🐥- equality in whatever kind of relationship we have and respect
🐥- Don't sweat the little things . For your information I might be a little aggressive and annoying so this is for me
🐥- communication
🐥- My consent should be respected
🐥- As per your information I got to know you have never been in relationship but you might have any girl in your mind then don't involve with me as I want my prospective partner to bends towards me and I wish to be only woman he spends his life with . This goes for me too If we were to involve then i'll give my 100% so I expect this from you too.
🐥- I don't know cooking and house chores so I cant be a good housewife if you are fine with that then no worry.
🐥- If we were to get married then I hope we could have basic understanding with eachother so lets date before running to conclusion. As you know I might be something different from what you imagined and same goes for you too.
Alvaro- { I listened everything patiently her points weren't unreasonable infact realistic and to the point}
Okay everything you said they all form basic line of trust in any marriages so it won't be a problem and trust me you'll be the only woman in my life.
About your not being good at some house chores can't decrease your value ..I know cooking it won't be a problem i'll give my 200% in our marriage .
Shall we go on few dates then *Stated his views seriously *
Sielana- { He was honest and serious about This whole things and seeing him telling me that i'll be the only woman in his life did something weird to me }....Okay lets date and about marriage shall we held it in military way or.....
Alvaro- let's date first and as for marriage it would be much better if we held it in military way and After that private ceremony for family members or do you have any fantasies about any dream wedding then ill proceed the way you want.
Sielana- No.. I don't have that kind of fantasies but my mother sure have many .. Even though military way of marriges are lengthy but it's much better than seeing those bad neighbors keep gaslighting my mother.
Alvaro- then your my gf now *ears turned all red*
Sielana- yes you are my bf from now and since you are younger than me shall I call you by your name ? You can call me Lana or Sia if you want *bluntly*
Alvaro- yes call me by my name///////
Sielana- So Alvaro .....{he is so adorable ...this was my first time seeing a boy all flushed red because of me } *couldn't resist and patted his head like a puppy* we are dating.you are my bf I am your gf and this relationship will only end at when we'll get married and after that we will be husband and wife .
Alvaro- * his heart almost popped out he ended up shaving little nose bleed which Sielana didn't notice * ohkk
{ ahhhhhhhhh she patted me ....I am not going to wash my hair for whole week now }
Time Skip
Since that day they both have been dating eachother trying to learn eachother every way possible. As for their relationship they disclosed it and now most of people connected to them are well aware of it.
In these 1 month they went on many dates where they shared quite refreshing memories getting to know eachother's likes and dislikes amd many more. Sometime they share same table during lunch break time. As soon as Sielana become comfortable she started talking like a express and as for Alvaro he kept listening to her all the chatter- patter she do.Sielana realised it's not as hard as she had idealized a relationship infact she seems to be very happy with him and as time passed her gaze changed towards him . Deep inside she adore him alot and began to like him .
As for Alvaro he is in cloud nine....The girl whom he liked and loved from past 1 decade is finally with him now...yeah as soon as she got to know he is younger than her she treats him like a child sometime making him whine with complaint 'don't great me like a child'. As he stated he give his all to make their relationship healthy as well as worthy and maintained respected distance from her to make her feel more than comfortable.
Another month passed they confirmed their marriage date and have family meeting . Both the sides were a little nervous but it worked out very well.
*Wedding day *
{All the arrangement were done...groom in his official uniform waiting for his bride to enter.....Bride arrived with her father.}
Alvaro- *nervous* { Today we are getting married even after all these it still feel surreal to have her in my life.... She arrived with her father.. Her hair was specially styled into beautiful patterns while their was beautiful flower tiara on her head complimenting her looks...beautiful white wedding gown with golden lace design....her face having soft gentle smile calming my nervousness and bringing deep sense of relief...I was looking at her all dazed that I didn't realised she reached very close to me...her father giving me her hand putting trust on me that i'll keep his daughter safe } your looking gorgeous Sia *honest*
Sielana- your looking handsome too.
*Wedding vow*
After all the vows they exchanged rings and now it was they were to kissed.
Alvaro- { It was time to kiss but I could sense nervousness from both the side I dont wish to make her uncomfortable I slowly took her hand and kiss her back of hand while staring at her eyes which seemed astonished by my action . I hugged her protectively as I could feel many of my comrades and even juniors hooting for kiss but she come first } are you comfortable now ?
Sielana- { He always does something which exceeds my expectations....and I loved this hug and I could feel it's not just me whose heart is going all voilent.. I could feel the lingering warmth around my hand where he kissed so tenderly } yes its much better.*hugged back*
After all hectic wedding procedure came to end and they head towards their "home". When Alvaro was first posted here he brought this house and finally this home will have official owner. They both have took 1week off so shifting wasn't a problem and they have already talked over it. In their room. Sia changed her dress immediately as soon as they arrived as she was getting all uncomfortable and sweaty and went to bed ready to sleep leaving her all the luggage in their messy condition.
Alvaro's side
{ ohh god I am finally married and it'll be our first night of married life . I went towards our bedroom which was decorated with flowers and candles but my rose have already changed and was ready to sleep and here I am get restless at just the thought of her being near me. I also got changed and as I come out of shower I noticed my wife gazing at phone and crying silently...it was the sight I don't wish to see I want her to be happy always but it cant be possible.}*rushed towards her and wiped her tears gently* what happened ? Are you ok ? Do you really miss aunty ? if so then let me drop you to the hotel where they are staying .
Sielana- No....she'll get more worried and start nagging me ...."what you leave your husband alone..its your first night together you should be with him..." *acting like her mother*. She was so eager to marry me off then why was she even crying while sending me off * get hugged and ended up crying more loudly* arhh.......
Alvaro- {I hugged her tightly pulling her closer to me and she starts crying more loudly clenching my shirt tightly and after sometime she calmed down and ended up sleeping while hugging me. She slept but snatched my all tiredness I am no more sleepy now I gently lay her and she become comfortable on my bed. I kept looking at her touching her face lightly...her eyes , cheeks, and beautiful plumpy lips . She was in front of me all defenceless and sleeping carelessly as if she trust me blindly..she doesn't even know about my desire which keep growing strong as time passed. Only if she knew....I gently kissed her forhead and slept another side of bed making space between us as I don't trust myself when it come to her. Whole night I kept staring at my sleeping beauty. Early morning I woke and after exercise and all I made breakfast for us I have to spread my charm.}
Sielana- {I woke up around 7am realising that I am no more single I am married and have a hardworking and handsome husband. I washed up and as soon as I came downstairs tasty aroma took over me I noticed Al have made made breakfast. I felt my heart skipping beats seeing him arranging all the food on the table like professional.}...Good morning Al...You seems to be quite a good at cooking... by the aroma I am already excited to eat...
Alvaro- good morning Sia... Come lets have breakfast .
After heartful breakfast it was time to arrange their home.
Time skipped
Alvaro- {My room is now filled with her things....my wardrobe my cupboard ...washroom..hall is filled with our family photos ... Our uniforms hanged together}
Time passed the married couples adjusted and acknowledged eachother's presence. As for Sia for whom this relation which started from mutual agreement have turned more genuine while Alvaro as per his words he never even once gave any chance of mistake and give importance to her personal space. Their relationship have everything one would want in a marriage except physical touch and intimate romance.
Sielana pov
It's been four months since we got married but nothing physical has happened between us except few hugs which I can even count..holding hands...he kept his distance giving me time cope up with everything. To be honest I like him very much. he is very nice, he is strong he takes care of me he listens to my complaints calmly and even take care of me when I am at my periods and in my needs. But till now he has not crossed this line..he always ask for my consent in everything.... I suddenly wish if he would kiss me without any warning and..\\\\*blushed at her eroctic thought*
Alvaro -What are you doing in the balcony its cold out their come inside.
Sielana- No you come here see night sky looks so pretty today.
Alvaro- *come with a blanket and cover her * hmm its indeed pretty.... but not more than you~ * looked at her*
Sielana- stop making fun of me * lightly slapped his shoulders and look at him*{ isn't the timing is like a fairytale we are under this starry night staring at eachother...he have everything which I ever wanted in a partner but this distance feels so large I want to know him more..I wish to cross each and every boundaries we created together..I wish to crash my lips onto him ...I wish to run my fingers through his hair while kissing me... I wish to fill this gap between us which we always maintain...Not because he is my husband ...I want him as my man...but does he feel same for me ..does he have any desire for me like I have have grown for him.} ...."I want to kiss you Al ..."*almost whispered*
Alvaro- { we were staring at eachother quite a while I wish to know whats going inside her brain ...her ears and cheeks have turned red ..it must be due to cold as I thought by myself but i heard her " I want to kiss you Al " }
Do you really want me to kiss you.
Sielana- { I felt his expression getting nervous as if he is afraid of what he'll do to me but I am getting impatient I wrapped my hand around his neck bringing my face closer to his giving out a small nod}
Yes~ kiss me as you please..💨
Alvaro- { I hastily pulled her by waist tightly gripping her pressing her against my chest. The look in her eyes was controlling me I slowly and softly kissed her until I felt her fingers roaming around my neck and hairlocks while kissing me with same favour I couldn't help myself as soon as her mouth lips parted I grabbed the chance and thrust my tongue inside her....our tongues pressed and played against eachother}
Sielana- umhhh....{ As soon as I felt his lips against mine I felt all the wall in my heart collapsing giving him full access to conquer my heart..our lips...our tongues moved with the rhythm we created together...I found myself moaning out of pleasure..}
Alvaro- { I felt her getting breathless...I know I have to let go of her lips but at this moment I am not ready to pull apart. I am uncertain of my selfcontrol I am already addicted.... All these time I resisted everything and was proud at my self control but at this point they all melt away....}
*broked apart.. Gasping for air*
Hah..F**k this oxygen *cursed in inaudible voice *
Sielana- hah..... { Even though I felt little embarrassed and shy but I still dared to look into his eyes which held intense mysterious emotion which I wish to read.... His eyes were close ... I slowly cupped his cheeks not ready to let go off this burning feeling...}
Is...nahh this what first kiss feel like..
Al....Can you kis-----*Alvaro placed his hand on her lips stopping her to say any further*
Alvaro- No we can't...
Sielana- why...
Alvaro- you don't like me...It was just like arrange marriage where you agreed to marry but not for me....
Sielana- I kissed you not because your my husband...it's because I wanted to...what do you think..would you have still kiss me if we weren't married at this moment... As for liking you I guess i am already in it... You're presence snatch away peace of heart at the same time it soothe my heart....tell me what you think ..feel about me...I need you to tell me all of it and if not show me by your action.....I need to know..
Alvaro- I..I..love you....and I know you don't have slight idea about this....my parents they never forced me to get married.I married you cause I wanted only you in my life..you won't believe but I fell for you in our first meet you probably don't remember I was in my 3rd year....I don't know how it started but it happened. *tell some details* I upgraded so fast because I wanted to get recognized by you.. I was nothing in your life at that time you just knew my name but for me you were most special person to me. you doesn't even know you are light for me....you made me go through this roller coaster of feelings...As soon as I saw my chance I jumped in ...yeah I am coward that I could not confess but I know if I were to confess earlier I would have get rejected and even after this my heart didn't wanted to move on...In these 4 months of marriage I kept every possible distance between us...Even if how desperately I wanted to hold you..kiss you...I want to touch your soul...your every single part of your body...I wanted to make love with you...I want to be the moon watching you sleep....I know very clearly what I want ....I want you to be with me in the morning....I want you to come to me when your tired and all worn out..when you have have good or any bad day I wish to be your shadow....there were time when Donomil told me to give up if I cant confess but I never wanted to give up on you ...I am possessive about you...I desire you...and at this point if you want me to kiss you then I won't be able to hold back...I used to be proud of my self control but at this moment I cant trust myself...I don't know I'm afraid to cross any line which brings discomfort to you....*finally confessed gathering his entire courage it felt even harder than any war *
Sielana- *heart beating crazy hearing his confession*{ Never even in my wildest dreams I have imagined being loved by someone like him that too selflessly...he loved me from almost 1 decade ...how much patience did he have to wait for a random girl who didn't even knew he existed and loved her only.... It will be lie if I say I never wished to be loved. I was also a teenager I too dreamed of having beautiful partner but everything changed as soon as I was exposed to all the society ...what you see aren't always real...hmm I forgot there is always an exception.. I always thought we got marrried out of convenience but it was not same for him he married me willingly knowing very well that I am hard to love...I would be the most stupidest person to exist if I were to reject him ....but No I won't...I won't let go of him.... I want to be loved like all those romantic stories where women get their love.} I am not sure if I love you or not but yes I like you.... I won't mind crossing any boundaries with you cause I know you won't bring any harm to me or hurt me...so Alvaro kiss me.... show me how much you desire for me....everything you ever dreamed...I am a little dumb in this things so teach me...how to love ...I wish to love you... I want us last forever.....I am not telling this out of this moment... It's my inner feelings...I want you..
