"your blood is so...red"
What???
"What you mean what? It's so pretty, like a red spider lily"
A red what???
........lily.....
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???: *gasp* what the hell.....I haven't had a nightmare since I was a child.what was that?
"Those to sin see for
yourself
Pay the price as you will for
yourself
Let regrets bury with you for
yourself
Maybe the past will hurt you for
Yourself
Let the future disappear but
Not for yourself......"
???: lily get up! This ain't our home! We can't sleep like it's ours!!get up and go to school already!!!
Lily:.....ok......
I get up with my feet on the cold floor....it's almost as if I'm inside a freezer. It's not winter yet, why is it so cold?
~20 minutes later~
Lily: where's my lunch?
Mom: *putting out the ciggerate* skipping lunch for a day won't kill you. Get your ass to school already. Damn.
Lily:......
"Isn't she so annoying?"
No.
"I wonder what her blood looks like....."
Shut up.
It's....like a haze. Why is the road to school looking so far? It wasn't this far yesterday...maybe it's because I overslept.
.............
Lily: can you help me with this lacy?
Lacy: for what? It's not like you're gonna pass the exams anyways so why should I waste my time?
Lily: at least I can try?
Lacy: then go "try" with someone else....like mother like daughter....*side eye*
"Look at what they're saying.....it's like you can't do anything without getting compared to your schizophrenic mother"
It's not her fault she's sick.
"Well it's not yours either.....or is it....?
......
~12.00 am¿??¿? Or pm???¿??¿~
Lily:.......I'm hungry... I'm dizzy.....
???: fuck is this freak doing up the shool roof? Gosh she freaks me out
???: is this the girl you're talking bout? God she's so skinny, doesn't she eat? What are those marks on her wrist?
...??
???: omg no way did she try to kill herself??? Hahahaha
???: we should get out of here..... she's looking at us....
???: did we speak too loudy?? Why's she coming this way...?
???: shut the fuck up you two! Let's see what she's gonna do.
Lily:.....haily....you remind me of someone.....
Haily:..huh..fuck are you talking bout bitch?
Lily:..........................................................................m........o...........m........?
"Yes! That's it!! Grab her by her throat and push her down the buliding!!"
..........but.....will it be ok?.......
"Trust me..... it'll be ok"
Ok.
Ok.
Ok.
Ok.
Ok.
Ok.
Ok.
Ok.
Ok.
Ok.
???: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
~date:???
Time: ???
Place: hospital~
???: doctor...will she be ok?
Huh? Mom? Is that you? Why can't I move
Doctor: i don't know for sure. For now it's better to keep her locked up in here.
Mom:....*sobbing* why is this happening to us!
Doctor: ahem. Control yourself. This is a hospital.
Huh? Hospital? Why? Nothing wrong with me right!
"Yes. Nothing is wrong with you. If anything, it's them who're wrong!!"
Yes...why should I be locked up in this room while my sick mother gets to walk free? I need to help her!! I HAVE TO HELO THE WOLRD.
!SMASH!
Mom: lily? what was that noise?!.....
Lily:...mom...yes I did....I missed you.
Now's my chance!
I pull out the glass shard I got by breaking the flower vace. I stab her
I stab her....
I stabbed her....?
Why isn't she bleeding?
......why is she smiling......?
I look at my mother. She's looking down. The glass piece in my hand is gone.....?
I look at the door.
Nurse: look at that elder woman..... she's gone insane after her daughter commited suicide.
Huh............................?
