Today i felt betrayed a person i asked to the dance said yes he will be my partner if i don't find any different partner. However he was the one who told me to find a different partner after 2 days. Few minutes later I was crying because I realized i was only a spare option but never considered to be an choice. After that i was chatting with my friend who doesn't have a parner yet like me, when she found out that he talked to me that i should find a different partner she asked him right away not even consulting me if it's okay, but of course its up to her but i thought for a moment after she sent me an image that states that after she asked him in the first try he said yes immediately. That time i thought why, am i not good enough. Why am i only a spare but never considered a choice?I don't know am I being selfish? Why can't they see my efforts in improving my personality? Am I really that bad? 😭😭
