We've been Together for almost 13 months. At halos 3 araw nalang at mag 14 months na kami.
I love Him so Much. So much that I trusted Him with everything. I share all my problems. I often Rant at him when it comes to my stress from my Family.
I don't know When He Started Cheating on me but I know The Reason. He Explained it to me.
So much That I pitied him for that.
I never Wished for a Perfect Relationship, a Perfect him. All I wish is Someone who will understand all my Ups and downs, so as all my Flows.
Someone Who will never get Tired Of understanding my Attitude, my mood Swings, and all my Problems.
Someone who will Stay With or without Anything.
Matagal na ako naghihinala. But since I trusted Him ayoko patulan Instinct ko na Ganito na nga nangyayari. Kasi Who would want To cheat on Their Fateful Partner na wala ibang Ginawa Kundi mahalin sila. Suportahan sila sa lahat ng Gusto nila.
I don't wanna Ruined him. Ayoko na Mas lalo niyang Ibaba Yong Tingin niya sa Sarili niya. Because I know Him. Ambaba Ng tingin niya sa Sarili niya.
That Night when I comforted him. I cried
My Body Was Trembling in Pain and In so much anger. Anger That, I was So Stupid To Not notice that Something Is Changing. Their is Something wrong going on between Us. I never noticed that Our Relationship was Slowly getting Destroyed.
That Night that I comforted him He asked me For This One Week. And This day That I wrote this was Supposed to be the last Day of his 1 week that ge asked From me.
1 week and he will Fix everything. I'm not Hoping though. Because that was Him. He's more on Talking than Doing things to happen.
He Told me He love me at ayaw niya ako mawala. So as The Other woman na Involved kasi Pinagkukunan niya Yon everytime na walang wala Siya.
Once na daw na Kinompronta ko yong Babae. Wawakasan niya daw buhay niya. Kasi Unang reason. Wala na daw ako sa Kanya. Second I don't remember at all.
I'm too Scared. Too scared na Gagawin niya Yon. Oo, Mahal ko siya Subra. Kaya nagpapaka Tanga padin ako Hanggang ngayon sa kanya. I gave him 1 week and A second chance to fix everything.
And I don't know if he Can fix everything though. It's been 1 week already.